Head, i have something that needs to be said.
and i know that you can sense what i am trying,
but head, you always were my counterpart,
and i know that this keeps our balance,
But head, i have to say this.
I have been affected again.
even if you know it is trouble.
I know that i feel it deep.
and yet i can't say anything.
and you know why head.
she isn't ready, not now at least.
you told me to not allow it.
but i didn't listen.
and heart, you know me.
I fall to easily sometimes.
we knew it would happen,
we have known her for a long time,
and head, she haunts your dreams.
each night you wake up seeing eyes,
you know whose eyes they are,
you just deny it though.
you built up those walls,
just to try to protect us.
It isn't working.
you may try to protect,
but you feel the depth.
it is even in your cold intellect.
It wormed into your being.
Her smile calms your storms
Her eyes lighten the sky.
You feel this as i do.
But head, i don't deny it.
I embrace these things.
why can't you?
why can't you admit the feeling.
Why?