I cannot let it control me
I cannot be that way,
For years i have been strong,
Fighting to overcome my faults,
Every day is a constant battle,
Never ending for a single second
I will not let it happen.
I will not fall again,
Never will I be broken.
For if i do so.
MY weakness will come again.
I fear that it,
For if i fall completely.
I fear i will never return.
Not me as a person
But me as I am now.
I must admit,
for all the faults i have,
I have come to enjoy my self.
and I wish not to return,
to what i once was.
Weakness.
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