Hey up there, can you hear me?
I have a few questions I wish to voice
Do you have the time for me?
Or would you prefer a message?

First off, just to clear the air,
why the heck do you test me so?
What is it that you find so appealing,
in torturing little ole me?
Every time i try to find my happiness.
YOu seem to bash it down.
I mean really?

Now for my second concern.
Which happens to be with the first.
your test this time is very ill,
because you see up there,
you messed with my heartstrings,
and i fell for her.
Yet you foolish being,
knew she wouldn't be.
So what is the point?
Do i listen to my heart,
or to my very cynical head?

Which brings me to my third up high.
IF i do listen to my heart,
What would you have me do?
I would cling to the faintest of hopes,
That one day she would see me as me,
And not as some friend, or enemy.
You know how she is great one.
And i do love her,
But what do i do?

But if you say not to,
And i am to let her go,
why did you have me fall at all?
You know my past,
And a unreturned love burns.
Down to leave dark scars.
Yet you had me do this again.
Either way you torture me.

But to be honest.
It's fair.
Because even if she likes me not.
Just to be her friend.
Makes me smile so bright.
So if you can up there.
Help me with a little problem.
And thanks