I can't do that.
it would ruin my life.
every day i would remember
every night it would haunt me.
Please don't ask this of me.
I will not do it.
You have known me for years,
I may be cold at times.
but i will not harm the pure.
They are what protect me.
from my darkest urges.
I will not break that trust.
You asked me to help.
But i will not kill my soul.
For your own desires.
I will not kill my soul.
Please Brain, I won't.
Not again.
It hurt me to much to live,
To see pain every day
To feel no happiness or life.
I was numb, without my heart.
And you knew i was ill.
But i was not the concern.
As long as you stayed safe.
Your safety is my own.
But I am human, not a shell,
And i need life.
Not my mind in a cage,
Watching all other life leave.
No, not again ><