past to my present.

long ago, in an age of youth,
I longed for the touch of you,
yet not old enough to know why.
you were a friend of mine,
And i knew you pretty well.
But i was shy back then,
I never could actually say it.
could say with all my heart,
the few words that i wanted,
that would show you my true heart,
But looking back, i am unsure.
you were shy as i,
you were more subdued,
and we both were young.
But i think we are different now.
older with wisdom under us,
lives full of many things,
But we are growing still,
I still hold you dear,
But still i can't say it,
Say just that simple term.
because you wouldn't want it,
I know that clear as day.
when your world clears,
When your heart is calmed.
I may one day,
But i will not now.
SO i will remain as i am.
A friend of my love

End