does one ever truly lose,
the spark of your first love?
the lure of the emotions that you felt for them?
The sparkle in their eye,
the shine of their skin,
the feel of their hair,
the color of their locks,
it all comes together,
to make you fall for them,
But when you learn it isn't so,
that you are just a young fool
you let it go, knowing it so,
but you still hold on deep within,
not really sure why, but you do.
I have anyway,
and for all the good it has done,
I never lost it.
I know it still,
But bury it deep.
for it isn't to be.
she loves not me.