Uss Otaku

The thought has come back. the weakness that i fear, and know is deep within, an i have fought it off again. but the problem, is that i feel it, and i see it in the others that i know, but i must resist. it would consume me, and then all would be lost. all would be a neverending nightmare. My weakness returns no matter how i try to avoid it, and it will be back stronger, so i must keep it at bay, keept it from getting stronger. i cannot let it get up it's strength. it will not control me. i will keep it deep within. and it will be controlled. i promised i would. but that promise is hard most of the time. i will resist. i will be strong.

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miserable brain. ><