hold or adapt

The matters of the heart are vast
when dealing with the matters of love
i know this from my past so deep
trust me when i say this
the heart is a hard thing to predict
let alone to control
but if need be,
one can change their heart
it will hurt very much
and nights will drive one mad
but after it is done
you will feel better
because even if she isn't there
you are still a friend
and she is happy
that is what matters most
so hold to the friendship
keep her happy there
and let her be free
if that need be the case
difficult but doable

but if she does choose thee
then embrace it and smile
for all the effort put forth
the smiles, the feelings deep
it is something happily done
for that special one
all one can do is hope

End