GODAMMIT KANDA! 
Don't read unless you've read up to Chapter 197, or you want me to spoil it for you
Alright, I'm sorry I haven't written all summer. but thankfully, D.Gray-Man is on monthly things. Unfortunately, I'm going to be going to the 11th grade, so my mom's limiting computer/internet usage on anything frivolous.
Why am I so angry at Kanda? Well, the latest chapters have you finding out his past. He had a best friend named Alma that was more like the guy you love to hate, even though he's actually pretty nice. Also, it turns out when he was little, he and Alma were experimented on, researched, part of the Second Exorcist project, and Kanda saw this weird lady walking around, who was in his imagination.
Turns out, the Second exorcist project is transporting the brains of dead or dying Exorcists into artificial bodies in order to see if the compatible Innocence would be carried over to the substitute body. The lady Kanda saw? his past life's memory. Unfortunately, the Order decided that it meant that Kanda needed to be cut from the program.
So, Alma goes and saves Kanda, and gets captured by CROW guys. Kanda is almost killed, but the memory of that woman reanimates him and he gets Mugen to synchronise with himself to escape.
Alma attacks all of the scientists in the Asia Branch, tries to kill Kanda, and says that they can die together. unfortunately for him, Kanda doesn't feel like dying at the time. So he goes and attacks Alma with two deadly blows, effectively "killing" the kid this would explain his insistence at Alma being dead
So, Allen's watching the memories with Road. Then he goes and punches kanda, knocking them out of Wisely's technique, and back to the real world. But, the memories woke up Alma, who was so full of Dark Matter that he essentially became an akuma. Since he's the source of the Third Exorcists, their powers are being fucked beyond repair. Plus, Tokusa's now drowned in Alma's hate, and begins attacking the exorcists and scientists.
The Earl has a way for them to survive: Allen must join the Noah, or everyone dies. Thankfully, Fou, who was summoned by Bak, snapped Allen out of actually thinking about joining. Zhu (remember him?) goes and uses his golem's ability to heal Allen using his own life force.
Kanda tries to attack Alma with his Fifth Illusion, but Allen blocks it and tells Alma to back up. Kanda's Fifth Illusion is sublimating with his soul so much that his hair's turning purple. It also affects allen badly. As Alma (again) tries to attack Kanda, Allen stops him and askes why he (Alma) won't forgive Kanda. Alma replies while crying that, "As long as Kanda is still alive, I..." He stops, and it's noticed that the regenerating ability has reached their limits. Allen keeps Alma up, but Kanda tries to get to Alma by going through Allen.
Kanda then blames Allen, saying, "The one who destroyed this branch and made the Third Exorcists into monsters is all your fault, the fault of the man who belongs to the order even those hes a Noah!" While Kanda's still screaming that it's Allen's fault, Crown Clown activates, and Allen attacks Kanda. They continue bashing at each other what else is new until Alma shoots a beam at Kanda, grazing Allen's shoulder in the process. Allen shrugs it off and asks if destroying Alma will fix everything.
Kanda stabs Allen in the stomach with Mugen, and the Earl grins to himself, since the area around the wound from Mugen is slowly changing to the Noah's pigment. Kanda finally regains his senses, and Allen asks him why Alma's making that kind of face, stating that he has no idea. As Allen falls, Reever comments on Allen's body looking like a Noah's. Kanda also calls Allen Moyashi. finally, back to normal
So, Allen's on the ground, his body looking like a Noah's, most of the people there are tired, almost dead, fighting, or observing with interest, and Alma's back up, staring at Kanda, who finally calls Alma by his name.
Before you ask, I'm mad because even with Kanda's horrible past, he's still a jerk. Plus, he stabbed Allen, called him a Noah, and attempted to destroy his best friend. At least, I can sympathize with the last action, but not what he did to Allen. Not unless his anger induced haze was THAT strong.
