dementations extractions

No Feeling

to see them show
to be in the flow
one word sets a tone
so none turn to stone

or let them fall
shut out them all
alone is the soul
of desolated tolls

if there was meaning
i'd leave you steaming
and if there was truth
you'd be left in a noose

i don't feel much
not much anymore

dream world

I'm a little bit apprehensive about stepping into someone else's world... but, this poem is for you, L33T M45T3R, and my angel dog, Betsy.

i open my eyes
and you are not there
because this is the real world.

where in the dream world
its the only place i can see you
the world hanging between life and death

the one place there is no pain
the one place imagination can exist

withdrawing into myself
is the only way to access.
as i grow weaker
more into myself

i am still alive
you are still alive
but ive turned us into walking zombies
with my selfishness.

there are no words to express how sorry i am
as i absorb you
your last dying screams
echoing at the back of my mind
the best i can do is withdraw farther.

and say goodbye to life
and say goodbye to death
forever suspended

To Help You

This one is for you Sparkles! http://www.theotaku.com/portfolio/sparklingwave

I see you struggle
I see you go double
I see you need help
But I'm just a whelp
Still i will assist
Watching you resist
To take your obsticals
And stop your from fall
My single wish to stop them
Before you fall over the rim
I want to see you shine
Not stopped or defined
So you reach that one figure
That kept you rigid with vigor

Saying Goodbye

"You look hurt... is something wrong."
"No, not really, i was just remembering."
"What where you remembering that would make you so sad?"
"I was just thinking about someone i once said goodbye to..."
"What is goodbye?"
"Goodbye is when you're leaving someone."
"Does saying goodbye to someone hurt?"
"It does... especially if you have feelings for that someone."
"Then why do we say goodbye to people?"
"We say goodbye because we have to, not because we want to."
"Then why is it that we have to say goodbye?"
"There are many different reasons why we say goodbye. The reason that hurts the most is when we have no say in the matter..."

i hope that you never have to say goodbye
exerp from chobits (not completely accurate)

No More Reasons

without you i have no reason
to add to my few seasons
i'd felt so alive
now so deprived
there was you, there was me
that was obvious, plain to see
but now without you
i know just what to do
im no longer fit
to leave my pit
i could wander around
no clue where im bound
but no, not anymore
im weary and sore
im so very tired of living
my heart's stopped spinning
but now comes suicide
in you i shall confide

note, i am not meaning this... this is a "request" from a friend