yes, i feel even worse today, is that possible? i was torn down shoved under the rug, stepped on, and left there alone... when you've finnaly given up hope, all that's left is to die.... that's all i want now is to lay down and give up on everything... i just wish i could stop hurting so much
i sit here in the dark
thinking of days gone
knowing i will never be
like it was before, no
i shall sit here in my sorrow
leting it all out till tomorrow
when once more i'll wear a mask
never living up to my own tasks
with this sinking feeling
i'll sit with my dealings
i'll stir my soul alite
looking towards the light
i will find my footholds
and climb my way in folds
making my way over this wall
not letting in, giving it all
i'll make my way
all i need is you
