I'm feeling so messed up today. I just don't know what to do. I'm having mood swings, first of all. First I'm mad, then I'm depressed, next I'm lonly, then all I want to do is be alone. I want to cry and scream and hit something all at the same time. The smallest things are agravating me, well I guess that a better word than agravating me would be tearing me apart from the inside and leaving my soul to rot in the darkness. But I still feel really needy. I just want to be with someone. The thought of being alone terifies me to no end. I just don't know what my problem is. Sorry, I just need to vent.
~Bella~