Hi I am SRI :D
The SRI, I don't know what it stands for yet, but I've had that title since I was in 6th grade. S is First name, R is last name. I is undecided. :|
Here's some background info about me:
I am 19 and live in San Antonio, Texas. Y'all XD
I am going to college to get a degree in Biology, AND THEN go to med school :) I plan on becoming a Physician Assistant :D
My favorite anime is Karas!
My Favorite Character is Yurine, from Karas.
I watch Karas, .Hack//Sign, Darker than Black, Puella Magi Madoka Magica, Kuroshitsuji, Durarara!!, Tegami Bachi, Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt, Hell Girl, and Eureka 7. (I can't remember anything else!)[besides my current obsession with Homestuck :p]
P.S. I need something new to watch, Any suggestions?
I listen to EDM (Electronic Dance Music) My favorite sub Genre of EDM is Drum and Bass >:D, then there is Chillout, Goa, Psy-trance, Progressive, Trance, IDM, Gabber, Ambient, House, Chiptune, Electro-house, and a whole lot more.
I got into drawing anime in 5th grade (soooo wanted to draw sailor moon but failed miserably) It wasn't 'til around freshman year that my drawing skills were tolerable enough for me to doodle all day(yes, even during class)
I had to put down my pencil and paper this last year because I had just started college and was barely getting used to it. (which explains my absence)
Now that i've got a handle on things, LET'S GET BACK TO DRAWING!!
"So I raise a Morphine toast to you all and if you should happen to remember it’s the anniversary of my birth. Remember that you were loved by me and that you made my life a happy one. And there’s no tragedy in that." ~Third Star
What convinced me to watch that movie? I knew that it was gonna be sad. Yet I couldn't avoid the fact that Benedict Cumberbatch plays a role.
INFINITE SADS FROM THAT MOVIE!!!!
Someone hold me please T_T
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It's not so much as the quote applies to the character, but how I interpret it and place it on myself.
"If you were to die right now, there would be no tragedy in that. You've lived a happy life. You are HAPPY.
Me on the other hand....." oh how my mind can be so pessimistic at times.
I really shouldn't be doing that to myself. But it's what I become after the sh*t hit the fan and it just continues to do so.
I know, I know. It gets better.
But it almost always gets better for a short amount of time before it all falls apart again.
I spend too much time in the abyss and not enough time in the sunlight.
Something needs to change.
...for the better.
And I don't have a clue on what it is.
Until then, I wait. Floating in the waters. Just coasting.
Everytime I see a beautiful, handsome, and sexy wonderful pic of Benedict Cumberbatch, I just touch my screen and die a little on the inside.
Just.....just LOOK AT THAT!!!!
*touch*
Nothing is wrong with me.gif
I need to watch Season 2 of Sherlock....I can only watch it on Netflix and I only have access to Netflix once a week. :/ ( I don't think they have Season 2 yet)
TORRENTS FTW! I'm tired of all these spoilers on tumblr!
Oh, and I ship Sherlock with John. I mean, how could you not?! Lol
I was just cleaning all my old stuff and organizing all my papers.
Wow what an adventure. Kinda like a rollercoaster.
I had tons of drawings and little comic excerpts on basically ANY PIECE OF PAPER I LAID MY HANDS ON. For reals. I drew like crazy everywhere. Which of course included a majority of my lecture notes.
Looking through all my drawings brought tons of nostalgia. I did a-lot of coloured drawings, which is pretty sweet since I mainly sketch things. Oh, and I got a ton of laughs when I noticed the anatomical failures in my old drawings Lol
Then I came across a period of uber happy sketches while I was in my first relationship.
Then for some reason my sketches got wacky and weird, abstract in a way.
...and then the break up...
My drawings turned really depressing and dark.
Then they got crazy and abstract again.
That was around ...8 months ago.... I didn't draw as much as I used to and there was this HUGE hiatus. The only drawings I did were in my spiral notebook.
But now i'm getting back into the habit of doodling all over the place. And NOW WITH DIGITAL! Not traditional, BUT DIGITAL! Call within the next 10 minutes and WE'LL MAKE IT DIGITAL! /shotdead
Yeah, I need to practice a-lot more on my coloring technique.
Anyone have any suggestions for a Photoshop coloring tutorial?
Here's a drawing that I stumbled upon. I'll try to go in chronological order and post them up. But the quality is gonna be poor considering that there's no scanner here :/
I was having a sad day yesterday...I've been stressing about money. Especially since I barely have enough to put gas in my car. And then I went to my neurologist appointment to get tons of tests done. So i'm under $500. Luckily I have a school loan and I got sent extra money that i've been saving in my savings account to accumulate interest. So I can pay off my credit card like that. (School loan doesn't have to get paid back until I graduate).
I'm also worried about the results of the said test. A CT scan of my brain....I hope nothing shows up :(
I should get the results tomorrow.
Why was I at a neurologist, you say?
My psychiatrist recommended I go because I had little seizure-like spells when I was dangerously depressed last semester.
Oh, why was I at a psychiatrist, you say?
Well my therapist recommended I go see her to make sure nothing serious is going on.
Why was I at a therapist, you say? I was there because of reasons. Let's say that an old memory got ripped open and since i've been holding it in so long, it finally erupted and I couldn't go a day without having horrible flashbacks.
(Don't worry, that was a year ago, i've got a handle on it now)
Why was I a newt you say?
I got better....
lol
So yeah...
Actually, that basically sums up why I haven't touched TheO in the past year.
Anywhom, got off topic by giving the background story.
I was feeling depressed yesterday with the medical bills, money in general, and the test results. I was so busy working on a project that I didn't have time to draw like I normally do. So there was no stress reliever. I got fed up and said "SCREW THAT PROJECT! I NEED ME TIME!!!" So then I drew.
Wow
just wow
I feel so much better.
TL;DR
So listen kiddos, whenever stress gets too much. DROP WHAT IS STRESSING YOU AND DO SOMETHING YOU LOVE!!!
