I was having a sad day yesterday...I've been stressing about money. Especially since I barely have enough to put gas in my car. And then I went to my neurologist appointment to get tons of tests done. So i'm under $500. Luckily I have a school loan and I got sent extra money that i've been saving in my savings account to accumulate interest. So I can pay off my credit card like that. (School loan doesn't have to get paid back until I graduate).
I'm also worried about the results of the said test. A CT scan of my brain....I hope nothing shows up :(
I should get the results tomorrow.
Why was I at a neurologist, you say?
My psychiatrist recommended I go because I had little seizure-like spells when I was dangerously depressed last semester.
Oh, why was I at a psychiatrist, you say?
Well my therapist recommended I go see her to make sure nothing serious is going on.
Why was I at a therapist, you say? I was there because of reasons. Let's say that an old memory got ripped open and since i've been holding it in so long, it finally erupted and I couldn't go a day without having horrible flashbacks.
(Don't worry, that was a year ago, i've got a handle on it now)
Why was I a newt you say?
I got better....
lol
So yeah...
Actually, that basically sums up why I haven't touched TheO in the past year.
Anywhom, got off topic by giving the background story.
I was feeling depressed yesterday with the medical bills, money in general, and the test results. I was so busy working on a project that I didn't have time to draw like I normally do. So there was no stress reliever. I got fed up and said "SCREW THAT PROJECT! I NEED ME TIME!!!" So then I drew.
Wow
just wow
I feel so much better.
TL;DR
So listen kiddos, whenever stress gets too much. DROP WHAT IS STRESSING YOU AND DO SOMETHING YOU LOVE!!!
Remember....
Just breathe
Cya!
~SRI
