"So I raise a Morphine toast to you all and if you should happen to remember it’s the anniversary of my birth. Remember that you were loved by me and that you made my life a happy one. And there’s no tragedy in that." ~Third Star
What convinced me to watch that movie? I knew that it was gonna be sad. Yet I couldn't avoid the fact that Benedict Cumberbatch plays a role.
INFINITE SADS FROM THAT MOVIE!!!!
Someone hold me please T_T
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It's not so much as the quote applies to the character, but how I interpret it and place it on myself.
"If you were to die right now, there would be no tragedy in that. You've lived a happy life. You are HAPPY.
Me on the other hand....." oh how my mind can be so pessimistic at times.
I really shouldn't be doing that to myself. But it's what I become after the sh*t hit the fan and it just continues to do so.
I know, I know. It gets better.
But it almost always gets better for a short amount of time before it all falls apart again.
I spend too much time in the abyss and not enough time in the sunlight.
Something needs to change.
...for the better.
And I don't have a clue on what it is.
Until then, I wait. Floating in the waters. Just coasting.
*end stress relieving vent*
