WORLD LIFE:
28 December, 2008 - current.

"Love is only a word; it's how you prove it's worth that means everything."
- Yours truly.

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Geek (gēk) n. A person regarded as foolish, inept, or clumsy.

Danielle Joy Djayy. I don't like my real name :L It's a handful to write, and I'm rather lazy tbh. (; I'm sixteen years old; [7 September, '94]. I'm Asian ;') and I get good grades in school, because I care about what I'm doing with my life. I long to live in England with Jack one day. :')

Some call me a bitch. Others call me brutally honest. Your pick ;') I'm great with meeting new people. :') and I can keep a good conversation going. I get along better with guys more than girls, but that's just me. I tend to fall for guys easily. It may seem like I'm flirting, but that's just my personality breaking through. ;') Apparently, I give good advice. People are always asking me for it. I love being a help <3

Yes, I do talk like an educated person, because I AM an educated person. Thanks. I love video games. (; I'm a huge nerd. PSN name = zombiexcore (; I'm left handed, so therefore I tend to use the more creative side of my brain. The definition of the word "geek" up there fits perfectly. (;

I like designing with GIMP, which is quite similar to Photoshop only free. xD I'm quite good with it. Not to brag, but yeah. I write many stories; you should check them out in my other world. ;')

I love meeting new people! PLEASE speak to me; I'll make knowing me worth your time. :')

Dear Djayy.
Hallo. My name is Jack.
I am rather blonde ginger, and I loves you.
I don't know what I'd be like without you.
You are frankly a huge part of my life.
And I am extremely looking forward to our summer next year.
I would love to do everything we planned on MSN earlier. :L
A month with you sounds so perfect.
I can't think of how else I want to spend it.
You are incredibly beautiful. <<3
I love you.
So much.
Yours sincerely,
Jack.

THOSE WHO SHOULD BE REMEMBERED!
Nick. 15 February 1990 - 28 May 2008
Hunter. 21 March 1992 - 22 May 2009.
Troy. [dates still needed fill me in!]
Adam. 4 January 1993 - 29 June 2009

Sore throat.

My throat hurts like a bitch. I think it's because I've been so loud for this past week at marching band camp, screaming at the top of my lungs. But really, marching band is the only thing I put my heart and soul into. I love it that much. But the post-camp effect I could live without, haha.

But recently, I've put more of my heart into LiveJournal... I kind of like it more.. Lmao, I don't know why. But I know I'm not leaving theotaku. *clings to it*

I've been on the computer all day, no joke. So I'm going to get off and get some rest (hopefully). maybe my throat will be better too. and as you can tell from lack of punctuation and capitalization, i don't really care any more. I just wanna drift away into a nice dream with... people.
:3

nightt.

People have such nerve..

There's this guy in my marching band who really brings out the worst in me. He brings out another person in me. And it's someone who I like to keep to myself, if possible. This is 'the beast" so to speak. So here's what happened.

This guy's name is Alex. He doesn't really pay attention in band. Every time we're put into attention, we're not supposed to move or talk, and he always goes against the rules and fidgets. And I know he can stay still, cause he's done it at all our football games before. But at practice when we're trying to get stuff done and learn the drill for our show [this year it's Michael Jackson :D] he's always fooling around and not paying attention. I ask him nicely to stop talking and moving at first. Then I say nicely, "Alex, please shut up." He does, for that time. We have a water break after because it was tiring what we were doing. He was standing, and my friend Jacob VanAmberg pants him, and of course, Alex gets pissed. I told him to stop yelling cause he was yelling quite some nonsense, and he's like "NO, YOU SHUT UP, I'M SICK OF YOU TELLING ME WHAT TO DO."

I snapped. The only reason that I'm like that is because I'm thinking what's better for our marching band as a whole. But I snapped like a thin twig. The regular OHMYGODEVERYTHINGMAKESMELAUGH Djayy was gone. This whole new person came out of me. I hardly even remember what happened or what I said. I just remember being up all in his face, yelling at the top of my lungs. I think I said this: "YOU KNOW WHAT? I'M SICK OF YOU AND HOW YOU ACT AND DON'T PAY ATTENTION. I'M SICK OF THE WAY THAT YOU TREAT THE PEOPLE IN THIS SECTION. IF YOU DO IT AGAIN, I WILL PUNCH YOU SO HARD, YOU WILL END UP ON THE FLOOR."

I started crying after. When I get frustrated, I cry really hard. And every one in my section and on the field thought I was crying because something happened. But it was only because of that. Everyone looked at me while I was yelling at him, too... But it's okay. I'm over it.

That's all I really needed to get off my chest and that I need to remember... Oh yeah, we did a practice show for a few parents today. They liked it, but I messed up a lot, but that's okay. xD

Uh, Life updates?

I highlighted my hair. And it's pretty friggen cool. It was supposed to be blonde highlights, but since my hair still has some of it's previous colour, it came out reddish in some places. I have coontails on my bottom layer ;)

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Adieu. :D

I don't think I want to be here any more,

but if someone can convince me otherwise, we'll see.

I'm constantly hurt every time I sign onto TheOtaku.
And see this ONE person's update. It's like they've
forgotten everything about me, and couldn't be arsed
to remember me. I have been looked at, used, and then
thrown away like a tissue.
The metaphor is even
that extreme to go so far as to make it gross.

So I don't know if I'll be updating my World much.
Just because of this one person. Thanks. I'll still be
lurking around, as this is my home page, ahah. But
another tab is opened, and LiveJournal is my homepage.
Only because Mark said I could add him as a friend, and
we could share our thoughts that way. Which, is nice.
He's a really swell guy. I wish you all could meet him.

I saw him last night at another party for a mutual friend
of ours. <3 It's kind of the reason I wanted to go? Plus,
I wanted to get out of the house for a little and not babysit
my niece. XD *lazy* But yeah, he didn't come until one hour
before I had to leave. T-T But it was nice. There were five
of us, his brother, two mutual friends of ours, and us two.
His little brother was off somewhere with the girl mutual
friend [Jasmine, or I'm going to confuse myself.] And Anton
[the other mutual friend] was off doing whatever. So Mark
and I just sat on the slide. Talking about everything. And
it was just amazing. The way that he puts things that seem
complicated to me seemed effortless to him. I wish I could
do that... Haha. And he let me wear his jacket because
I was freezing my ass off. XDDD

But that's it...

LiveJournal me, because that's will probably be my last post for awhile.
And to get to me elsewhere:

xxjustmee.livejournal.com
Myspace.com/thexlonexwolfx
facebook.com/djayyDINOSAWRx

djayyDINOSAWRx3 = AIM
[email protected] = MSN.

Bye.

And even after JUST meeting him...

I really like this kid...

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[I know, the quality is terrible...]

It's the kid on the far, far right. His name is Mark. I met him on Sunday at my dad & niece's party. My cousins person Jasmine said that Mark might know me, so they came with my permission as Jasmine's friends. Turns out, we didn't know each other: we'd just seen each other on Facebook through a mutual friend. But we did get to know each other.

Mark brought his brother Jacob, and Jacob brought his friend, Dominick. When they got here, it was just epic chaos. We all played games in the pool, and afterwards, we al played cards in my room. They were all cute, mind you, but I just so happen to really like Mark. <3

He kept flirting with me. Which, for me, is a big FIRSTFIRST, especially since it's real life and not online.. Haha, It was cute, though. Mark asked me too to his car with him to get some Mike and Ike's candy. We went to get them and went back to my room [mind you, there were other teenagers in the room]. I got on my bed first and rolled over and closed my eyes, and when I roll back over onto my back, who's arm is around me? Mark's. x33

But what's there not to like? He plays piano well, guitar well, sings, he's FILIPINO, so that's a plus cause my mom automatically likes him. And, he totally serenaded me with a song. A silly one, but it was cute.

When I had the Mike and Ikes, he asked if he could have one whilst I put it in my mouth. I asked him if he still wanted it, and he said yes, so he took the one that I had in my mouth. No, I took it out of my mouth first and then gave it to him. Well, fed it to him. x3

And I cannot help but smile as I type this next:
I was laying back against my window wall part [this was after the Mike and Ikes thing] and Mark sits up and tells me not to move. I held still and watched as he licked his thumb and wiped something off of my face. <3 It was so cute, I'm not gonna lie.

We did so much cuddling..

WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO TO THE MOVIES ON SUNDAY! UGHHH.

He was even going to come pick me up and go see a movie, and then drop his friend off, and the two of us were going to get bubble tea!

But my mom had to be lame and not let me go cause my cousin person Jasmine wasn't gonna be there when Mark picked me up... I could've had bubble tea with him..

Oh yeah, one of my friends drew this:

Rofler. I'm pathectic...
Well, that's it. Bye!

there's a fine, fine line

between love & a waste of time.

HOLA GUYS!
It's Nicki guesty posting for Djayy ;D
Djayy's partying today with her family & friends :]
She's vair lucky
I've spent the whole day falling out with my mum, basically.
*Sighs*

Anyways, where was I?
I LOVE YOU DJAYY <3

I'm gonna be deep. Djayy likes it when I'm deep. xD
This girl Djayy?
When I met her, I'm gonna admit
I was kinda of jealous of her
Insanely pretty girl, etc
I was almost reluctant to speak to her
I am so glad I did now.

You can't help but fall in love with this girl
Whether it's with her jokes & stupidity [sorry Djayy, you know it's true sometimes ;)]
Or just the fact she's an amazing friend
I bonded with her instantly <3
And to be perfectly honest, she's helped me through a lot
And I would like to think I've helped her too :]

And Djayy?
Anything you say to me is safe with me
You can trust me
I'm always here for you. Always.
<3

Much love, hope you had fun today!
Nickiii <3