One more reason I should never have met you
So, I'm really sick of guys right now. I think that they're right and everything, but they just turn out to be ass holes in the end.
Remember that guy Chris? We went to the movies Sunday, right? Before that, we'd always text, and be like, "I love you" and everything. I'd call him lovely, he'd call me love. Well after Sunday, Chris didn't text me as much as he used to. I assumed that he was grounded. But, I texted him Tuesday, and his reply was this a couple hours later:
Djayy, look, I don't want to go out with you
or date or anything, just no to everything,
even the love yous, sorry.
I was pissed. And after talking for awhile, he said this. "I almost changed my identity when you told me you liked me." When I asked him why, he said, "I didn't like you back in that way and I suck at disappointing people."
So what is this saying? I was led on again. Not intentionally, probably, but still led on. I would have rather him tell me before things had gotten so intense. I felt like Sunday was just for pity so I wouldn't feel bad.
It hurts. So, so much. :[
I hate this..
We can still be friends, though. Me and Cody [Yeah, you'll remember my drama with him from a couple months ago] are still friends to this day, [even though we don't talk as much as we do...]
It'll just take some time..
Just another reason I can never forget you
