Band kids. They make my day. It's me, Alissa, and Dominic! Hooray for band geeks!
Anyways. I've been feeling really down.
I hate when I think I like this guy, and then he likes me, too, but then he starts dating this other chick. This just happened to me this past Sunday.

He told me he liked me and everything. No joke. He knew I liked him, too. Then, he starts dating this chick, who is really known to be a Skankbank. (Excuse my language, I'm quite sorry.) This is so pissing me off. It's always like this for me. Is there something wrong with me? Am I odd? I think there's something wrong with me. No freakin' joke. Sometimes I hate myself so much, I cannot stand myself. Sometimes I wonder why I'm still alive, but I push that aside, because - as said in my introduction - life is too short to waste thinking about everything bad that's happened.

I would know. Suicide doesn't help. You realize you want to live when you're so close to death. Been there. :O But that's an entirely new story that I don't wanna revisit. ^^

I wish there were more kids guys like Jack, TySprinkles, Devin, and Dominic. No joke.

Oh, and, I realized today that my friends online are slightly more entertaining then the ones offline. xP

Much love,
-Djayy-