No I don't have cookies ( wish i did.) Sometimes when i see couples i really have to fight of urges to beat the guy to death. Well thinking back last time i asked someone out after getting the courage to ask her out and been crushing hard on her for 3 months. The answer she gave me was she was taken. What i seek is often under my nose my a**. Well no wonder i suffer from jealousy. Is everyone i bother to ask out and been crushing on gonna be taken. Well if so i might be embracing my inner evil from pain. Killing guys just so there is less competition. Why should they bother being with some who might be a better off with someone who compliments her more ( yin and yang and likes a decent amount of things i like.)

Sorry for showing a portion of my inner evil i fight of to be a better person. Ahh much better my rage is gone now. Well that was something i just remembered and my feeling on my pain i felt.

Well i'm planning on locking myself in my room all day today with food and water. So i can draw all day to shatter a fear i have.