Is what I am.
I guess I could blame it on others for never telling me anything. But that's wrong. Because I need to figure things out for myself and it's not their responsibility to tell me every little tidbit of information I need to make daily choices.

I had told my friends neighbor (my friend who is still in the hospital) where she was at. He seems like a cool guy, he's really nice, and in math he gives me some little "It'll be ok" sign. He said she told him that she was depressed and that she might be gone for a few days. And he's been so nice to me. So I figured why not tell him? Of course I didn't take into account that he said that "No one would tell (him) where she was, and everyone said she was visiting her grandma" so, I told him. Told him not to tell anyone, to keep it quiet.

Kids in class asked me and my other friend where she was. My friend just kept shouting the same silly stuff when someone is normally absent. "THey're dead!" "They're in my basement. ._o with the rats!" "Dead!"
So they turned to me and asked, and I played it off by going with "Arghhh she's visiting her grandmother!"
So it got me and my friend talking about it a bit, and I told her that the nieghbor had been asking, and I told him the truth. Then she starts telling me that I shouldn't have and that he lies a lot and etc.

So great. I don't know how I didn't pick up on that sooner. Now I want to bash my head into a wall. Repeatedly. Because I probably screwed things up, big time, again. Because I'm easy to be tricked and taken advantaged of. *long sigh* No idea what will happen. I'm tired of it. I think tomorrow I'll just keep my mouth shut and flip off people who ask about her. A lot better than actually saying something to someone who I think is ok to tell.

On a different note, I beat Mass Effect 3. Sorry I didn't come back on. I started it at around 6 or 6:30, but it took until 10:30 to finish it. Which was not at ALL how long I thought it would took.
It resulted me crying like a baby. No...Sobbing. So...Yeah.
Ooooh my head hurts so much. I'm just going to go hide under a rock or something.
Art soon? Going to dads. Why not scan some silly doodles. *shrugs*
And maybe some serious art. Maybe. My style isn't that great.