-Name: Ciara/C.C/mariozeldakirby/khghibli
-gender me is female
-age: 19
-DOB: November 27th (sometimes on Thanksgiving!)
-height:5'1
-weight: Medium..145lb
-in love?- Yes I am, with Morgan my love, couldn't be happier!
-deviantart account: khghibli
-favourite anime: Rurouni Kenshin, Death Note, Yu Yu Hakusho
-favourite (shoenen) manga: Yu-Gi-Oh
-favourite (shojo) manga: Chobits?
-favourite (josei) manga: hmm...
favourite movies:Studio Ghibli Films, The Last Unicorn, The Hobbit(cartoon), The Lord of the Rings(cartoon), The Dark Crystal, The Pagemaster,Silent Hill...so many more...
favourite video games:Yoshi's Island, Paper Mario, Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2, Super Mario Sunshine, Super Mario Galaxy, Mario Parties, Super Mario 64, Yoshi's Story,Super Mario Brothers 1, 2 and 3, Super Mario World, Smash Brothers Melee/Brawl, Luigi's Mansion...Resident Evil 4 and 5, Silent Hill 1,2,3,4,and 5! >: D
-love to eat: Japanese food -sushi,dango,rice,Ramune-
-hate to eat: I really don't like corn or broccoli with cheese...ick
-love to do: draw/animate/create manga/play video games/listen to music
-hate to do: I don't like being TOLD what to do.
-favourite song: so many to choose! but I'm a fan of Japanese/Korean music/celtic/new age/movie and video game soundtracks/orchestra/rock
-favourite subject: ART!!
-least favourite subject: math/science
-wanna be when i get older: An animator or a Manga-ka
-favourite line from a cartoon: "Take me with you, for luck, for laughs...for the unknown" ---Schmendrick the Magician, The Last Unicorn
(thank you haseoluver92, I pretty much stole this survey from you ^ ^;; sorry)
I thank you all who have submitted art for The Bitter Find!
but for those who missed the deadline, I'm still giving them a chance!!!!
So if you're still up for it, draw it, submit it, and let me know! THANK U ALL SO MUCH ^ ^
If you try to watch my trailer on youtube and it doesn't play, it's because I set my video to private.
You see, there were over 50(not exaggerating) insulting comments on my video, all posted by the same 3 people!! The first comments they all left were like "OMG you fucking suck at art and your story is totally a fail cliche of evry other anime and video game" and stuff like "You fail so bad!! YOU ARE NOT FUUCKING CREATIVE! GO SUCK A BIG DICK and how bout you think of some creative ways to kill yourself?"
here are a few examples of how they say The Bitter Find is a cliche and how I fail..
"YOU SUCK FUCKING ASS! Ember Ross - The Bishounen. Every bad-ass anime/manga character that is actually good at heart
ex. - Sasuke, Hiei, Itachi, Uryu, etc there's a million of them really...
Darren Cowen - Kyo. He's kyo. That'd all there is to it. He looks like kyo and is emo like kyo. You ripped off Kyo
Ex. - Kyo
Jackie Hayes - The token female character. In other words, the girl in a shoujo that represents the author or who the author wishes she was
Ex. - Tohru, Kagome, Bella Swan"
It kinda defeats the purpose since I haven't watched Naruto, Bleach, and Fruits Basket or read Twilight o.o so of course I can't be stealing those characters for my own!!! DX AND DAREN ISNT EMO!!!! IF anything Ember is the emo one! XD
another example...by the same guy
"No, see, that's where you gotta stop. You think that skipping drawing BASIC HUMAN ANATOMY makes you a supercool artist. It doesn't. It makes you shit. It makes you another faggy weeboo artist that just wishes they were cool and japanese so their dreams could come true.
YOUR CREATIVITY FUCKING SUCKS. Instead of trying to be creative about fucking awful anime, how about finding creative ways to kill yourself, huh???"
you know...THOSE kinda comments *rolls eyes*
Well I blocked those users and I removed all of their comments. I mean I gave them each tons of chances. I told them that I was still improving with my art and creativity and that I appreciated their criticism, but not so harshly! And I even commented them asking for us to settle our differences aside and possibly even become friends on youtube. All I got were replies that said..(I'm taking the exact comment by this guy..
"NO I WILL NOT BE YOUR FRIEND. YOU SUCK AND I'M NOT GOING TO BE YOUR FRIEND SO YOU CAN GET MORE ASSPATTING.
Once you have more skills and less loyal fangirls to lick your e-penis, maybe then we'll talk. I would suggest clearing away from the friends you have now. They say you're good? Darling, I don't know what planet you're on, but in no place is what you're doing 'good'.
Friends telling you that you're doing awesome is really just a negative at this point."
What I'm trying to say is that I don't want all of you to think I'm a freaking baby because I "can't take criticism". Because I can! It's the immature insulting that I cannot stand for!
but yes..
Don't you all worry, I'm not letting these morons ruin my life, or The Bitter Find! Whenever I get the Bitter Find published, I need all the help and support I can get from all of my Otaku friends!! You guys are what I need for me to live my dream as an animator and manga artist! AND I THANK YOU!!
P.S. If you ever want to watch my trailer on youtube...just ad me as a friend!
screen name is mariozeldakirby of course! ^ ^
THANK YOU ALL I LOVE YOU!
Hey everyone, I haven't had internet is weeks : (
I'm on a friends computer now, and I HOPE THE INTERNET BACK SOON!
...oh and another thing..
Have any of you seen what horrible comments I'm getting on my trailer for The Bitter Find on my youtube...??
People are telling me that I fail at making a story and that my art sucks and Daren and Ember are rip offs from other anime and my story is a rip off from other anime and that I just downright fail at life......it makes me sick...but then again, everyone has their opinions and I can't stop it. I mean I totally respect them criticizing me because it gives me a chance to learn from my mistakes....but to tell me that I completely fail at life? What a wonderful comment no?
What I hate is that the same people keep coming back and bashing The Bitter Find more and more and more, I've told them repeatedly that one rude comment was enough...but no - - they keep on coming back.
Things are going really bad now...
My family is falling apart..
My grandma, my mom and my dad had to go to court the other day for child support for my sister and me. Something about whoever claims who will get money or something I have no idea...
As you may already know...I AM IN POVERTY!!! My whole family is money drained..
So of course everyone is gonna have a rumble. My dad probably makes the most money, my grandma makes some too...but my mom just recently quit her job..
So anyway...court was over blah blah, and it turns out since I live with my grandma, my dad has to pay her 600$ a month for child support and my mom has to pay $250 a month..
well that didn't make either of them happy.
My dad is taking it better than my mom I assure you..
Now my mom has been threatening my grandma with horrible phone calls and texts, she even told me that my grandma (which is her mom) is dead to her. She HATES her now, and it's starting too much freaking family shit!!
My mom just told me that she was gonna move out of West Virginia...and I really don't want her too...cause I'll most likely never be able to see her again...
I texted her this..
"MOM! Please don't leave! I dont understand why you are taking this so bad! please dont leave your children!!"
and she replied with this...
"i know how bad its going 2 hurt. U guys will feel like I have for 4 years because u never wanted to live with me. Judy(my grandma) fucked me up good. Shanes(her asshole husband) leaving me 2. I have 2 move out of here by the first of august. Not going 2 be able 2 afford it. Tell Judy fuck u 4 ruining my life & taking the 2 most important people away from me"
I'm =feeling so upset...I don't know what to do...but my mom wasn't always like this...she used to be so random and funny and so caring....
but now...she embarrasses me..
and..
I'm tired of it..
Mom, Dad...I love you......
*PHEW*
I just got back from Otakon and MY GOD it was really fun!!!
So much walking...sooo much walking....and sooo little money DX
but we survived!
I saw Hyde and K.A.Z. from VAMPS, I saw Crispin Freeman (Alucard from Helsing), Travis Willingham (Roy Mustang from Full Metal Alchemist)and Misako Rocks!(manga artist) and I was able to meet Kanon Wakeshima and Mary Elizabeth Mglynn (Silent Hill singer) and get their autographs!
There were many cosplayers and I was so glad to have went with my best friend and sister. SO FUN!!!!!!
but I'm glad to be back home, I missed Morgan and my dog, Trent, so much!!
