Mood: Frustrated
Listening to: RED

First, what's with the date for a title? I couldn't think of a title. So there it is.

Second, why frustrated? Because humans are human. And I don't mean that how you think....I realize people are human and they make mistakes, but when that mistake can affect someone's life, I can't excuse it and say "oh well, everyone's human." You know what, I'm pretty human myself, and that means I get pissed off. Which I am right now because of a "human" act. (no, I am not going into more detail than that, this is more of a rant than anything.)

Third, well, it kind of goes with the second. I'm angry at myself. Like majorly. I've turned myself into someone I don't want to be, and it's harder than anything to fix. I'm trying to fix it, but it just seems to make it worse. And the worse I get, the more angry I get, and the more frustrated, and I'm stuck in this sick social cycle. Stuck dancing in a faerie ring, only the faeries are monsters and the music is off-key.

Fourth......can I just sleep until summer comes again?