Thoughts

If i disappear, will anyone notice?
Will anyone care?
Will somebody cry or grieve?
Will things go on like nothings changed?
If i actually be myself or let people in will i get hurt?
Will i cry and scream as though i've been stabbed in the back?
Will anyone accept me?
Will my friends stay?
Will i be betrayed?
Will i ever be able to actually be myself?
Will someone use me?
Will i be crushed?
Will i suffer?
Will i be in pain because of it?
Will i choose the wrong people to let in?
If i change or speak my mind will i be all alone?
Will i become hated?
Will everyone turn their back on me?
Will i laugh and be alright?
Will i fear?
Will i be ever able to do any of these things?
...Maybe.....Or maybe not....

End