i never thought i would miss those hardwood floors and spotlights so much.....

i just went to my cousin's dance recital. it was pretty cool. it had people of all ages dancing from like 3 year olds to adults. the little kids were so cute!! some of them looked sooo clueless. it was so adorable. and then there were some girls who were about the same age as me, and some of them were a little bigger, and damn they can move!! they were prolly some of the best dancers there. it gave me hope that maybe i should take up dance too! :) but yeah, i miss the stage so much. i miss singing and dancing on it, acting. sigh, i never knew that it would kill me so much. i think i really should try to get involved again. since i started college i havent really done anything. i think it was because i was always scared of putting myself out there. but now, im determined to try to get involved in performing again. im gonna sing my scales everyday, and forgot about the people who don't think i can sing, i know i can (i may not be beyonce, but i can carry a tune). my director and my past cast members had faith in me because they knew i had some talent. maybe i should regain my confidence. thats it!! i made up my mind, i'm gonna go back into performing!