hey Guys Hope you of you are doing fantabulous..^^ I'm doing pretty wellz..Well tomorrow my brother is coming back from Irak and I'm gonna confront him why I never hear anything form him..Well after i welcomed him home of course..
He's at the moment in Dubai with a 15 hour lay over..0_0' I mean what do you do on an airport for 15 hours? I mean you can do window shopping for only that long...
And on sunday I'm meeting up with an old friend from High school..I haven't seen her in like 10 years..o_O' right after graduation..I seriously can't believe time flies by so fast..before i know it i'm an old hairy man with false teeth and smelly feet...I just hope this meeting up is not gonna be a disaster like all my others..My last one people actually said I were weird and crazy...oo' and i didn't even do anything..But aww well maybe i am weird just hope this old friend of mine will see pass that what ever those other people said about me..LOl...
Oh and I found out tonight that one of my younger brother's friends said my family and I are useless washouts...I mean what are his problem? You can say about me what you want i don't care but if you offend my family or friends you'll see a side of me I don't like myself...I seriously don't know why he said the things he did i mean after everything we've done for him he turns around saying this? I even borrowed my bike for him becuase he had no trasport to work..And he didn't even gave it back to me in the same condition..It were all messed up...He is a sorry excuse for a man..My mom said he told my borther he knows people who will cut our throats...Lol that actually made me laugh becuase he is well i don't even have a word for him..But I won't take this lightly..i saw that as a threat and I will watch my back..I don't know if he actually meant it becuase only psychopaths talks and think like that..What is this world coming to? I mean really?
Stole this from ForeverOtaku who stole it for well a few people...
Name: Werner
Birthdate: 18th April 1985
Birthplace: Pretoria, South Africa
Current Location: Pretoria -__-'
Eye Color: Dark green today...Yesterday it was blue/greenish
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Righty or Lefty: Both
Zodiac Sign: Aries
Innie or Outtie: Both actually
Male or Female: Male
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
The shoes you wore today: I haven't had any shoes on today..
Your fears: Spiders, Heights, when the world ran out of food, Clowns, and more..
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
Your most overused phrase: "I can't remember"
Your thoughts first waking up: Coffee!!!
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes becuase that's the first thing you look at
Your best physical feature: Eyes, body, hair, Thats what people told me...I don't fantacise over myself so how should I know..LOL
Your bedtime: Ummm when ever hehe
Your most missed memory: Too many
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
Pepsi or coke: *Sigh* Neither..
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger king..
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-------------DO YOU------------------
Smoke: No
Cuss: Only when I'm angry
Take a shower everyday: Lol yeah of course..Damn
Have a crush: Nope
Do you think you've been in love?: Huh? do I think? what kinda question is this? Yeah I've been in love before..I don't think I've been in love I know
Want to go to college: Yeah I do..
Like(ed) high school: I guess you can say that..
Want to get married: Lol yeah..If and when I found her..
Type with your fingers on the right keys: Huh? what? o__O'
Believe in yourself: Sometimes
Get motion sickness: Yeah sometimes..
Think you're attractive: Ummmm Sometimes?
Think you're a health freak: Yeah all the way..Healthy is my way of living..That's why I practicly never gets sick..
Get along with your parents: Always
Like thunderstorms: This is Africa..Got to love them..
Play an instrument: I used to play the Piano..
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU-------------
Go to the mall: Nope
Eaten sushi: Ewwwww I don't like sushi
Been on stage: Nope
Been dumped: Nope..Actually have to be in a relationship for that to happen
Gone skating: Once
Made homemade cookies: Nope..I'll set the whole place on fire..Me the house and everything close by...
Been in love: Yeah..
Dyed your hair: Nope..Only highlighted it before..
Stolen anything: Yeah this meme
-------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
Flown on a plane: Flown? Is that even a word? Yeah I flew in a plane before yes
Missed school because it was raining?: Hahahaha unless the school has no roof..
Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Yeah its the best way to know
Cried during a Movie?: Yeah Once or twice
Ever thought an animated character was hot?: I used too..
Had an imaginary friend: LOl no not yet..
Cut your own hair: Ummm no..
Had crush on a teacher: Lol no..Most of my teachers were male and the female teachers were old..i don't want a suger mommy thank you
Played a game that required removal of clothing?: hahaha Never did..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Nope
Been called a tease: Yeah...Whats so bad about that actually..
Gotten beaten up: Nope..No one ever tried
Been in a fight: One or two..Maybe more...I'm not a fighter..I usually avoids it
Shoplifted: Lifting a shop? can anyone be so strong?
----------------THE FUTURE------------------
Age you hope to be married: Ummmm i have no Idea..I'm in my late 20's already
Numbers and Names of Children: Dude i have no Idea..
How do you want to die?: Ran over by a car, Fall of my chair and break my neck, Be attacted be a pack of lions, Get shot, Set myself on fire in the kitchen, Drown in a pool, LOl just kidding..Ummm in my sleep i guess..o_O'
What do you want to be when you grow up?: I am already grown up..But sometime it doesn't feel or seem that way..
What country would you most like to visit?: US, Israel, Canada, All 248 countries actually
-----------------Opp. Sex------------------
Best eye color: I doens't matter
Best hair color: Doesn't matter
Short or long hair: Doesn't matter
Best height: Shorter then me
Best weight: Doesn't really matter
Best first date location: Any where as long as it's with her
Best first kiss location: It doesn't matter
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
Number of people you could trust with your life: In real life? only my family..Mom dad and two brothers
Number of CDs that I own: A crap load of
Number of piercings: None
Number of tattoos: None
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: Alot of times^^ But it were someone els with the same name^^
Number of scars on my body: 4
---------FAVORITES------------------
Shampoo: Don't have a favourite
Fav Color(s): All the colours
Day/Night: Both
Summer/Winter: Both
Fave Cartoon Character: I have a lot of favourite cartoon characters
Fave Food: A LOT OF STUFF
Fave Movies: Alot of them
Fave sport: Gymnastics and a few others
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
Wearing: Clothes
Drinking: Nothing
Thinking about: This meme
Listening to: Nothing..My computer's CPU fan
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
Cried: No
Worn jeans: No.
Met someone new online: No.
Done laundry: no
Drove a car: No
Talked on the phone: no
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
Yourself: You asked this already
Your friends: Yes..
Santa Claus: Yes
Tooth Fairy: Yes
Destiny/Fate: Yes
Angels: Yes
Ghosts: Yes
UFO's: Yes
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
Do you ever wish you had another name?: Ummm not exactly
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: No
Do you like anyone?: I like everyone..
Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: No one acts like me..
Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Tough one >_<
Are you close to any family member?: Yeah?
Who do you hang around the most?: Friends
What's the best feeling in the world?: Being loved
Worst Feeling?: When your stomach is all messed up and there's no toilet paper
What time is it now?: 12:10 Am
I thought i'd do a quiz to make me forget a little bit of everything that happened tonight..If you guys want to steal this You're welcome..
Stolen from Spectre..
01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? How whould you know if there even was someone?
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you? Just my heart
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night? How did my bed get wet?
04: what are you listening to? Nothing
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to? Ummmm I don't know
06: where do you think your best friend is right now? they are everywhere
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days? No
08: sex on the first date? I don't think so..
09: kiss on the first date? it depends
10: is there one person you want to be with right now? I don't think so
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life? yeah kinda..
12: is there something you would like to say to someone? Yeah..i do
13: what are three things you did today? Drew, worked, ate..
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? It doesn't matter
15: what is your favorite kind of gum? I don't like gum
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? I have no ex's
17: what is on your wrists right now? nothing
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? Yeah who hasn't..You usually think that way so it's normal
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you? Not that I know of..
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone? I doubt it
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone? Yeah Kinda..
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language? No
23: how have you felt today? Horrible..
24: you receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? I have no Idea..Maybe buy a good friend something since I got the money for free i don't know
25: what is wrong with you right now? Everything..I'm not usually depressed so this is very rare..Thought this would made me forget mmmmmm how wrong were I?
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? Ironic question
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? I don't know either of those so i can't choose
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? What kinda question is this?
29: how late did you stay up last night and why? i don't know maybe arounf 4? I don't have to give a reason
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? 3 minutes ago, 5 minutes ago, 10 minutes ago you name it
31: what were you doing an hour ago? Yelling my lungs out
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month? Time will tell..
33: are you wearing jeans right now? Not right now..
34: are you a patient person? Most of the time..
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? I don't know..Ask me again after my first one
36: favorite color? Orange is one of them
37: did you have a dream last night? Maybe..I can't really remember
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? Shorts..Weird huh since its winter..I'm such a weirdo i know
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be? Ummmmmm I don't know
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you? Maybe, maybe not
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? Yeah why not? wouldn't you like to know if someone liked you?
42: do you like meeting new people? Yes alot..
43: are you afraid of falling in love? sometimes yeah..Love is wonderful yes but it can also hurts, Love is blind but when you finally see its too late..Love destroys but can also build wonderfull friendships, Love heals and knows no hate even thou theres a very thin line between love and hate, Love can't be bought but it can be stolen, taken or misused..
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself? Never
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? Yes more times then I can count..Especially when i were younger..Now I don't hear that all that much..I guess most of the people keeps it to themselves
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? If someone say they never felt good enough they're lying..So yes I have..We all feel not good enough sometimes in our lives..Some maybe feel that alot less then others but we all still do..
Hey guys If I'm not on tomorrow don't worry guys I'm just having some family problems at the moment..:( my brother is drunk again and yells at everyone and at my mom..He even tried to take me on in a fight but i can never hit my brother becuase I hate fighting and i don't know what would happen if I lose my temper and hit him..
I thought his drinking days are over but clearly I was mistaken I really really really hate alocohol so bloody much..I'm so angry now and yet so heartbroken, frustrated and dissapointed..I don't know why he said the things to me he said but I'm not even gonna mention the words he called me out of respect for you guys but they are pretty bad..I'm worry about my mom since she is in the middle of all this and she is sick as well..
To make it worse is that my dad isn't even here since he's in Iraq...I don't know what to do guys I really don't..Sweet talk is not gonna help here..I feel so powerless..I can't take this any more
Last night was not really one of my happy and awesome nights at all!!!..... I feel like a zombie today becuase i couldn't sleep last night becuase someone peed in my bed and I know it wasn't me becuase i don't do that any more I can't even believe i just mentioned that..
Last Night when I got in bed I felt something wet and I said to myself "what the hell is this"? I got out and saw my whole bed is wet, and in the mean while I'm freezing my ass off since its winter over here..I had to stay up almost all night becuase I couldn't sleep..I was pretty frustrated and angry -____-
This morning I asked my mom and brother If they knew what happened to my bed,Its wet and smells aweful..They said "How the hell sould we know"
Any how i have no Idea how that happened becuase if it was me i would deffinitely know about it, I'm not crazy /:(
