When I woke up this morning this was above my bed

I almost Shit myself!!! I hate those eight legged freaks..After being bitten by a brown widdow I'm terrified of Spiders..I can handle snakes and scorpions but not spiders..They give me the creeps..

Usually I'm still in a zomby mode when i wake up but not this morning when i saw the spider..I almost fell out of my bed..My reaction was something like this..Just 10 times worse..After almost having an heart attack..Shit