hey everyone^^ Hope you all are doing great..i hope so becuase I want you guys to be..Well things seems to getting better I hope Or so it seems..I still have alot of stress in my life If Dr Phil should hear me now he would say He thinks I need some help..^__^' Lol oh well..Stress is not something I like having but it's mainly my own fault becuase i stress about everything...I saw a grey hair in my beard this morning..and its not the light it was grew..But it was one..Yippy!!! Or not..

I stress about my mom, my dad, my brother becuase he never came home last night and no one knew where he was so my stress levels rockets sky high again..I can't seem to get back in rotines and I'm always tired even after a 10 hour sleep in....

My mom has no money to pay for her medication and i can't help her becuase i had to quit my job and that is making me so frustrated and my dad is half way across the planet...But you know what i'm not gonna give up..I will find away..I have nothing to sell since I've already solded all my belongings back in 2010 when we lost our home...But like I said It begins to look up..I have a feeling about that a good one....My dad called today so that was a huge stress relieve becuase i worry about him everyday he's in Iraq..Well its 3:20Am at the moment and here I am posting..Lol i should really get my rotines to normal again...One moment I'm dead tired and the other I can't sleep...I don't get myself...