Hey everyone..It's been awhile huh? well ummm jezz where do I start? so much has happened since I last been on theO..I don't even know how many of you still remember me...

Well lets just cut to the chase...I'm gonna make a long story short here..Here it goes...... I lost two of my dogs a month ago they got bitten by pofadder snakes :(..I really miss them so much, Egor the male loved the ocean and now he isn't here anymore..

My mom got really sick a about a week and a half ago and had to go to the hospital..My brother also lost his job and now we are straggling even more financially And the damn hospital is giving us shit because we can't afford the hospital bills which is about 50 000..:( so yeah life really sucks at the moment but what a heck I guess what doesn't kill you makes you stronger huh? sometimes it feels like I reached my breaking point but everytime the bad times hits us good times are Approaching.. When I was younger my mom always told me " God will never let you go through bad times you can't handle, he always knows your limits" I for one believe that one hundred percent....So yeah that is my story for now..I will speak to you guys soon again..^^