Somethings are left better untouched ~

Hello there ! This is my challenge to the contest name the tune ... well it's my first time doing it , if this work does really suck i apologize for such a work that i've produced but i'll strive for better creations ^^ . The songs tittle is Pretty Boys sang by M2M Boys . Well the author stated that just create a story , so i assumed that there are many types of stories mine is belong to more of a own personal stories and feelings . Warning : It may sound quite emotional to someone , i apologize for that ... but it's my first attempt doing it comment it if anything goes wrong . Thanks !

Lyrics
I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

It was late midnight, during the 3.00am hours, I couldn’t get to sleep, my eyes turns brighter than each day it was I am seeing through things in the dark with my bright eyes. My heart is all filled with hope. My mind was filled with all thoughts of you. Your shadow never fades away from my visions by a mere bit. Each time I close my eyes, I saw your gentle eyes it was as bright as the stars in the sky. Each time I lay down on my delicate bed, I always fell into my dreamland where I always see you with your beautiful smile waiting for my arrival. You had made me blind; everything I saw on this world weren’t as beautiful as you turn out to be because I believe you were made special for me.

Lyrics
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you

With each new dawn, I would pray to the heaven and hope that you would notice my love for you. This hope hasn’t faded away from my fragile heart; it’s what I had been wishing for all along. I knew it all along , each time in front of you I’m just pretending that I don’t feel a thing for you because I’m afraid that you might not return the feelings I felt towards you , I’m afraid the hope that I had might be shattered into pieces . I’m just afraid that you would walk out on me once you knew how I felt towards you. I can never tell you how much I love you , but I can only tell my soul and i can only always show you .

Lyrics
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside Make me stay right beside you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
I used to write your name
And put it in a frame

I’ve never been so crazily in love with someone like this before , how I wish I would hear that word “ I love you ” from your sweet lips . I had been waiting for those words all along. I just need you by my side, I just want to be somewhere inside your heart.
And I just want to be by your side no matter how things in this world might turn out to be. Each time your were far apart from me by hundreds, thousands or maybe even billions of miles, but I always remember your gentle smile. I’ve used your beautiful name to make into a song , and I’ll sing this song to guide me through the tough journey.

Lyrics
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too

Each time you were beside me, I felt a sense of security. No matter what crisis is about to befallen I’m not afraid because you are here by my side you smile and tell me everything’s got to be alright each time while I was in my dreams I heard your voice calling out for me. I was hoping that I could make you mine, but that only appears in my own lullaby. Because I already knew that you don’t belong to my heaven not anymore I had proved myself wrong but at least I didn’t lose you and at least I didn’t scare you away by telling how much I felt towards you which might lead to … , I’ve already given up on those hopes and dreaming of mine because you weren’t made for me it was just my wishful and foolish thinking’s. Your friendship now meant the world to me. Even though in the very end I’ll just have to accept my love will be just unrequited , for now my world still breaks each time when you leave , l laugh to hide the pain , I cry when I’m all alone it takes time to heal my wounds . But for now I’m happy that I’m willing to let go what’s not mine will never be mine I’ll just let nature takes its course . At least I still manage a few smiles on my face everyday.

Now I still see you but in a different light and yes you still meant the world to me but in a different way. You’ll still be by my side but from a different angle . You would still share my happiness and sadness but it would still be in a different feeling. Though we might not have so many things to share, but at least you would still be my best friend till eternality, at least for now I felt that my feelings and burden has lightened a lot. Now I know why some people's prayers and wishes were never answered because somethings are better left untouched. But I thanked god for everything I am now I knew that there will always be a rainbow after every heavy down pour , I knew that for each tears that I shed I will smile , for every darkness I've cross that will always be shinning light that will be revealed . There’s always a solutions to everything but in different ways and with each new dawn is a new hope for everyone . God will assists you and will always be by your side if you believe in its existence and he'll know what's the best for you .

Name of the song : Pretty Boys

The song’s lyrics:

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you

Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

By: M2M Boys
I didn’t put the rest of the lyrics at my last paragraph because it’s a chorus I feel that it’s a repeat . So naturally my last paragraph didn't follow the lyrics ... well comment it if you all like do let me know how this lousy piece of my work goes hehe ^^ . Some of the ideas came from Wallpapers but mostly the ideas are all mine . Enjoy ~ * Runs away before someone finds my work digusting *

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