I don't have a boyfriend, but if I did... with my luck this is probably what would happen.

waiting
waiting
my heart is heavy
hes not here
will he be?
has he finally ditched me?

with each passing hour minute second
days go by
and still i wait
here for you.
can you not see me?
the clock ticking
each tick pierces my heart

and still you dont come

i am sick of life
fed up with waiting
like a lapdog for its master
that was shot in the streets
fed up with you
who have no heart
fed up with myself
for being that lapdog

and thats how
you walked out
and i abandoned you before it could happen
and we will erase
each other
from our hearts
forever