This is for you, frfry! Seeing as you like my emo goodness Here goes!

a past that i dont want to remember
memories ive blotted out
thrown into the light
i withdraw into the darkness
become the darkness

hoping that no one will follow
i became a heartless beast
attempting to hide myself
from myself

people follow
friends who are still attracted to me
attracted like a moth to the flame
for reasons that neither of us can
understand
except that we are attracted to destruction
our own destruction

it is my duty
to welcome them with warm embraces
and be a good hostess
while i try to repel them

they are the stars
upon the night
forever promising
to light my life
not knowing what waits for them
in the cold arms
of my embrace