I am the kinda person that does not want to relive the past. for that i dont talk about it, and if i do i get flashbacks and start to cry. yes, you would think i am a baby or unmanly. but if you where me and saw the things and was treated the way i was, you would too. i hide who i am to get over this depression that i have had now since i was 6. yes, i get happier each day, but i am emotional and has mood swings and for that i am disliked and looked down apon. sooo, that is why you dont know me that much. i only hide my past. that is it.