Inside of my head she’ll never understand
This thought of her is a cycle that never ends
My mind is set on one thing and I love it more every time
I silently wait for the moment to be just right
Because in time I promise you will be mine
I’m not sure how but you will understand my entire mind
Inside of my head there’s something to be said
And in the end I promise you will comprehend
What you see may make you want to cry
It may make you sad or even make you want to die
But when you open your eyes I will be here waiting
Now feel my pain and understand the threads of my mind that never cease to end
I will make you love me if it’s the last thing I do
I will make you suffer just as I have to
I will tear you apart and in time you will heal
Just wait that is the time I shall end this deal
I won’t be the one crying in pain tonight
In bed she lies, now her heart beats in sync with mine
She crawls back begging for forgiveness
I’m weak so I open my hand, soon I promised
This will end
And I vow to never hurt you again
We embrace a clarification that all has ended
No more pain to be endured
I close my eyes, it’s all over
I open my eyes, there’s something brand new
I will make you love me if it’s the last thing I do
I will make you suffer just as I have to
I will tear you apart and in time you will heal
Just wait that is the time I shall end this deal
Kiss her a voice murmurs
Kiss her again and never let her go
Hold her tighter make sure she truly knows
That maybe it’s time I should let her go
Don’t be afraid her love was trivial
What she’s missed out on is irreplaceable
Make sure she knows their will never be anyone like you
Drop your arms, back away, you’re through
I won’t try any longer to prove my love to you
Because you already know this deep desire I have for you
I’m torn in the heart and this wound will never heal
But regardless to the fact I knew the cost of this deal
But my throat burns
My entire body is smoldering
With all my strength I try to hold them back
My tears
They have betrayed me once again
The world before me is blurred
The beautiful girl who stood silently left without a word
I stumble away; fall to my knees, my heart beating faster, its killing me
Let her go, just let her go the indistinctive voice speaks softly
My intentions were never meant to hurt you I swear
But only to please you in any way I can
Maybe even make you fall for me, but was a fool?
In the end it seems I have accomplished nothing
But then again I did gain the story of a girl I once knew
