I'm back and alive! 10 days of camping in the mountains is always fun. I didn't do much drawing, only one picture which I hope to get up soon. Though my camera is still not working and idk when I will be able to use my moms. So look foreword to that I guess. School starts tomorrow (27th). I'm not ready. I have way to many things I have to do this year. Like I want to addition to casa ( An art school around where I live) but I don't think I'm good enough. Though people have said that it's school and it's there to teach you, I just can't get myself to think other wise. So for that I need to draw 8-10 things for it and I have no idea what to draw. Because knowing myself anything I do I wont be confident about it enough to show someone in person. Sigh. Other than me being an idiot and making myself fell worse I'm going to go on. So other than casa I need to find a job. That's always fun. need to get my grades up because they suck. Apparently I need to find friends because I'm so unsocial, Not my fault most of the kids in my school are annoying. I guess I should get to bed or I wont get up for the first boring day of school...