Hey.
So I've noticed that I haven't really been active on theo. Mostly with posting and stuff. But other than not really having time, I just really haven't had any confidence in my art or writing or really anything lately.
Probably doesn't help that I've been in a depressed mood lately either. Even though Creation fest made me forget my worries for like 5 days as soon as I got back everything oust came crashing down again.
My child hood home of 15 years was torn down because of the flood, like two years ago that hit,flooded the house and the township and those people bought it and so they tore it down.
Then I have to finish all my school work by August 9 so I don't even know if I can get it done by then , so I don't know if I'm even know if I'm going onto the next year of school and I refuse to get held back again because of my blood disorder.
......maybe I'm not depressed.. maybe its just being parinode or something. Or stress or to ,much emotion. I just want it all to be gone. All the worry.. I use to get away by drawing but I don't even have confidence in my own drawings anymore to get away from life..
I'm sorry for nothing you people with my problems. And this probably won't stay up long because I feel like I'm bothering you so yeah...
