(I still have phone service?? It was supposed to be shut off a couple of days ago. But hey I'm not complaining c; lol. But just a warning, since I don't know when it's gonna disconnect, I'm sorry if I just disappear.)

BrokenTear
The dark ceiling stared straight back at me as I thought to myself.
I put a hand to my forehead and sighed heavily.
How did I feel about Yuki? I couldn't quite answer that. I felt so wrong, so dirty for thinking of her that way. After all, she's still a kid. And I'm 60. I can't help feeling somewhat pedophile-ish.
A thought pushed its way into my head and I dreaded it. Maybe wanting her was something that my demon side was using against me. Maybe it wasn't even me at all. But regardless, I'm still confused.
And exactly what would Alyssa think? I couldn't betray her like this. She was my one, the person I wanted to spend eternity with. How could I ever be with someone else? How could I even want anyone else?
My heart ached and I didn't want to think anymore. I closed my eyes and began to drift off into sleep, but was soon interrupted but a loud thud hitting my bedroom door. Then a light knocking.
Curious and startled, I slowly got up and opened the door to see Yuki. Just the person I wanted to see of course.
"Yuki? Is there something you need?" I asked, raising an eyebrow and leaning in the doorway. I noticed that she looked tired and assumed she wanted to know the whereabouts of her room.
I gestured to the door a few steps down my hallway, "that room is available... If you'd like. And the bathroom is across from it." I smiled, trying to keep it sweet and non-revealing of my worries.

Ethan
"You're here now, so you can't ever leave this place again." Yuki had ever-so-cheerfully told Akane before running off somewhere.
Akane seemed a tad irritated by her imprisonment being stated. Not wanting to stand around awkwardly, I opened my mouth to speak.
"Since everyone else is sleeping, I can show you to your room?"
"Yes, I'd quite like to see where I shall be dwelling for the rest of my life." Her voice was heavily toned with sarcasm and it almost sounded grim, but it was to be expected.
I said nothing and lead her to her room, which was within the same area of my own. She wandered about, looking over the furniture.
I put my hands to her shoulders, "What do you think?" I asked.
"Definitely one of the better places I have ever stayed in."an evil smirk played on her lips for a moment, "and I feel the need to break it in on the first night. Are you up for another round?"
In place of Akane was a raven-haired beauty. Her curves were dangerous. An experienced air wafted around her. With a smile, fangs were exposed.
I slid my hands down her shoulders to her hips and pulled her close.
"If you would like, I'm up for it." I grinned. I pressed my lips just under her ear and made my way along her jawline.

Forever
My heart was absolutely frozen in place as Setsu's wonderful lips met my shoulder. Then my neck and the edge of my jaw. I could feel my breath becoming a bit more tense as he got close to my lips.
His lips pressed against mine. My heart kickstarted into feeling like it might burst. When he pulled away, I felt so dazed. If I weren't laying down, I would have definitely ended up on the floor.
While I tried to sober myself up from the high I just experienced, Setsu seemed to be thinking, with a slightly amused expression.
"I swear, maybe this wasn't such a good idea." a chuckle slipped from Setsu's mouth. I could feel my heart drop until he spoke again.
. "It wasn't bad, you insecure beauty, simply made some ideas rise up, is all." He rubbed his cheek against mine before settling to rest on my shoulder.
He nuzzled into me, "so, how was it? Okay at least?"
His smile was confident and I fell even harder for him.
"It was... It was more than okay." I blushed, "it was just a-amazing."
I closed my eyes and hid my face in my hair with a quick flip.
"Setsuuuuuu." I whined playfully, "I'm not sure how much more of you I can take. You're just-- just... perfect."

(Sorry if these posts suck. I'm running a fever I think. But I wanted to get something up for you guys. c:)