BrokenTear
I gave in. As Yuki pointed out a marshmallow-shaped cloud, I fell back to get a better view of them, adjusting so her head was on my upper stomach. I slowed my breathing from being startled earlier and tried to relax.
"Aren't all clouds like marshmallows?" I grinned, "they just all look so fluffy and sweet. When I was a kid, I wanted to eat them." I smiled and fondly remembered bits of my childhood. The parts where there weren't people after me.
I laughed a little and put an arm behind my head to cushion myself and awaited Yuki's response.
Erela
I could see that Akane was thinking things over. I hoped that this situation wouldn't change her feelings towards Ethan. I could feel in my being and his that he really felt a connection with her. He enjoyed her company, truly, and I can't lie-- I do too, in some way. I would be saddened to find that this was too much for her to bear.
"Well, now that's explained... what would you like to do now?" I asked, desperately wanting to break the silence between us.
Forever
I finished cooking breakfast, so I walked to Setsu after setting the table, and went to get him. We sat at the table.
I anxiously tugged at BrokenTear's collar around my neck. I wanted to take it off. I didn't want to be owned anymore. Not by him, anyway. To be owned is to be wanted. But I only wanted one person to want me now.
"Perhaps I should shower after this, as well." I blinked, starting some weird conversation. But I was thinking of doing so. I wanted to scrub all the thoughts of BrokenTear off of me. All the memories of him on top of me. It wasn't that these were bad memories, but I felt dirty and wrong. I didn't like it, and it was bothering me.
I watched as Setsuna ate, and I poked at my food. I never really understood why I always made myself food if I couldn't eat it. Damn mask. -w-
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