Why bother looking through her eyes anymore when I’m around. Amanix is my name and I really have no game… I was once Amani but I’m sure you know the story. One girl going up against Maleficent and her henchmen, each equipped with their arsenal of darkness and heartless. She was a wonderful person whose only downfall was she never met any friends along her road. Destiny had different plans for her, which included me.
I’m her nobody. Strangely, I’m a guy but that’s not as weird as this story gets; I’ve kept her memories and… even her heart. I know this heart, it’s familiar, though its not mine. The memories are not all stored up in my mind at the same time… they come at random times and usually they keep me awake at night as I try to decipher them. I met Axel and Roxas when I tried to join some Organization. They’ve been cool with me all throughout the past year. They even convinced me it wasn’t worth joining and pretty much covered up my tracks. Even to the Nobodies, I didn’t exist.
Namine on the other hand… she knew of me. Even drew pictures of me. All the things I’ve done and all the things I will do. Nothing to extravagant but I must say, my death is a comedy act. Literally, I die on stage during a comedy act. I’m not surprised and you really shouldn’t be either, I’m not a clown though, I just hate serious moments. Eminent doom, oh well, live with it ya’know? So when everyone’s face has paled out and their palms are all gross and sweaty, I relax the moment by charging into battle with a funny battle cry. Ya’know, like how the Flea cries “SPOOOOON!” as he charges into battle.
I think its great Sora and Kiari are finally dating. Who would be surprised by that? I’m really new to the island and I could tell from the first day that they were not practically the same but mad for each other. Of course when you get Sora with Kiari, Roxas and Namine are bound to be around. They’ve been dating longer than any of us knew about it. Everyone has a cool keyblade; Sora usually uses that Oblivion or the Promise Keeper thing he owns and Roxas just uses whichever matches his mood. Riku has that kickass blade that only matches him. I still need to find me a nifty one, all I use is the normal Kingdom Key. I borrowed Sora’s Fairy Harp but it didn’t do much for me. I love his Enchanted Rose but he’s no where near parting with it.
I really don’t mind being a Nobody, perhaps it’s because I have a heart. You should hear how often Axel complains about it. For some reason he brings up stuff he believes he’s done but he can’t remember HIM doing it. Axel, Roxas, Namine and some others who’ve washed up on the beach, complain so much… Maybe I’m bad at being a Nobody… if that makes sense. I just wish I could get rid of this heart. The pain that girl felt, the lonely, the anxiety… it all still exists. Her memories are just about as bland as a blank card. The only difference is her childhood. Amani had an amazing childhood. Makes me happier with her memories because it makes me feel like it was my childhood.
I’m sure I don’t make sense to you and if I do that’s pretty neat. I’m going to Eco Cave tomorrow with Sora and Riku… they promised me a “Good time that don’t involve building a stupid boat or watching Namine and Kiari sunbathe” I don’t even like that. Seriously, heart of a girl, I’m not going to find them pretty. Though, I don’t find guys pretty either, don’t get no ideas. I’m excited to see what ‘adventures’ Sora and Riku went on before they became the legends they are… too me at least.