Long time no talk.
I'll have to keep it short, but I'm pretty much asking for a miracle for this admin process to get done.
LSS, my life's goal is on the horizon, but it is quickly getting swallowed by the malaise of admin.
Admittedly, I made some hasty mistakes that have made the already difficult process even more of a stretch because I now need to buy back some credibility because I acted out of nervousness and fear, which has damaged this already difficult process.
My life's goal--everything I've worked for--it's all riding on this right now.
I've been praying about it non-stop, almost to the point of obsession.
The pain and stress of it all has made it to where I spent the past several days just lying in bed trying to conjure the strength to get up.
I have never had stress or fear or anxiety of this magnitude in my entire life, and I'm running low on resources to get this done.
I know that the Lord can make a way when there is seemingly no way--and now would be the time to ask for such a thing.
Feels like I'm making a spirit bomb with this request, so if anyone can hear me, I'd really appreciate you praying with me and for me on this.
Love y'all
-Kazama
