Ok, so I know I mentioned before that there was a guy I've met that I could really, REALLY open up to. He's helped/is helping me through some crap and I really like talking to him, but I feel like people are kind of expecting me to go a bit further with our relationship. Its really confusing because like I said, I like talking to him, but every time I do those people get worse. I'm not going to stop talking to him because of it because all in all it doesn't matter what anyone else wants if we're happy with things, right?

Anyway, he's been opening up to me too. We're kind of supporting each other in a sense. I dunno how long we'd last if we couldn't talk to each other like we do. Both of us were kind of in need of someone so when we just clicked.

He just made this really deep post on his world here and I don't really know the words to use to describe my thoughts about it and everything else. I guess... I'm just hoping he reads this and knows that I care about him too, but I'm not sure how far I'm wanting to take things. Honestly, I'm afraid to get too close and he knows it. I guess I just have problems with letting myself get too attached... It's probably a little too late for that though.

This is a HUGE step for me. NEVER did I EVER picture me saying anything like this to ANYONE in the WORLD. Gawd this is confusing. My life is changing right in front of me, but I can't stop it. I don't know what to do...