Hello and 今日は! Welcome to my rather half-assed little blog/world/whatever.

First, a little bit about me. I represent the second generation of anime - that means I'm not old enough to remember this weird foreign stuff first hitting sometime in the '70s, but I can recall haunting the tiny JAPANESE ANIMATION section in the back of Suncoast and pining for its overpriced VHS tapes of bad Streamline dubs (which were for whatever reason locked away in plastic cases). Before there were entire walls in Barnes and Noble, before there were fansubs - heck, before there was Amazon Dot Com - our generation got by with piecemeal get-togethers, traded third-generation tapes, and watching the same six crappy movies over and over again on the Sci-Fi Channel at whatever godawful times they happened to be airing them. No one had any idea about the cultural background that this stuff came from, and no one quite understood why we even liked any of it - least of all us. At the time it was like peeking in on a secret world which we didn't really understand, but which had lots of brightly-colored decorations and some cool explosions (and it didn't hurt that most of us were in puberty and there were scores of scantily-clad girls running around). By the turn of the millenium, I don't think there was a single one among us not shocked to suddenly find that a a cultural substructure and even an industry for this stuff had sprung up under our noses, along with a new generation that (broadly speaking) knows a whole heck of a lot more than us about what's going on with these crazy foreign cartoons. That, more than likely, is you.

And that brings us to theOtaku, which is the kind of site that I still can't quite believe exists (for various reasons). Yet I'm a member, and yet here you are reading this rather overlong introduction. I'm now a graduate student in religious studies and philosophy but, despite all odds, still a fan of this stuff long past the point where I might have been considered an expert (as being a longstanding veteran doesn't get you much on internets). Watching anime is part of who I am - I don't think I would have ever bothered following the path I'm currently on if certain shows hadn't roughly shoved me onto it back in the late '90s. On the other hand, I'm now pretty well already moved into my new home, with Kant, Heidegger, and Dionysius to keep me company and no harems nor giant robots in sight. So I don't know quite what to think of my current status - I still enjoy anime (and its cute girls and otherwise), but not always in the same way that I could way back when. Now if I watch for anything other than surface amusement, I tend to read and interpret these shows in the same way I would a philosophical text - which in many circles goes by the name "taking shit way too seriously." There's something absurd about it, to be sure, but I guess I've been on the path of absurdity too long now to step off and join the folks who actually do something with their lives.

Anyways, I'll be posting things like random thoughts and goofy movies here whenever I have some free time to do so. Maybe we'll all learn something in the process, yes?

ACen meetup and Utena

Well, today I attended the little (and I do mean little) theOtaku meet-up at ACen - which was just Katana, Schultzie, Bellpickle, and myself. All except me and Bell were cosplaying, and Bell had brought Remy with her. I felt like I had let the whole affair down in some way. I'm sure they have a better perspective than I on how to judge these things, so I'll leave it to them to fill in all the details (HINT: apparently opening day registration was a disaster, and ACen has now been redubbed LineCon).

In other news, I dropped Soul Eater (any show which spends an entire episode on several of the leads fighting it out for no good reason is dragging its feet). Additionally, Dagger will perhaps be happy to know that I've finally got myself around to watching Utena. Properly this time (not random episodes screened during lunch break in the high school anime club like last time). I have to say, I'm enjoying it. After ep. 12 it's hit a bit of a slump (black rose-of-the-week!), but I suspect this is the kind of show that can recover quickly. Really, it's consistently good, and I think I admire it most for being just about the kinkiest damn series ever to air (I now count THREE creepy and occasionally murderous incest relationships alone). If I had to complain, I'd compare watching Utena to driving a Chrysler-made car (in the sense that despite how well the whole effect works, you get the sense that any number of things went wrong during the making of the thing). Characters drastically change their behavior (they become idiots or backstabbers) whenever the plot requires them to; characters also tend to have the emotional depth of a wading pool, and are more often than not clingier than newly-mixed bread dough; Zettai Unmei Mokushiroku has now been drilled into my brain at least a dozen times; post-Eva cryptic syndrome is here in force; and finally, there's those fucking shadow girls. Of course, many of these things are common foibles in much anime (and shoujo in particular), and I like the show so damn much otherwise that I can overlook them pretty quick. One might say: sure, a Dodge Viper's a huge mess of a car, but you've got no joy left in your soul if you don't want to try driving one at least once. Good god, though, I hope they put this black rose arc to death soon. (also: would anyone object to my becoming a Jury fanboy?)

Oh also, I posted a lot in a recent "faith and reason" thread on OB. I'm quite proud of some of it, except for this one line that... well, you'll see. Check it out if you've got, you know, a week or so to kill.

anime report plus a comment about grad school

I should really post here more often. Well, I finally dropped Kanokon and Vampire Knight - the former because it just got unbearably lame by the fourth episode or so, and the latter because I finally realized it was one of those horrible en...

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More Shortlisting

Some news first. I MAY be attending two cons in quick succession towards the end of May - Anime Central (Chicago/Rosemont) and Anime North (Toronto). If anyone's going to these, let me know - I'd love to meet some friendly faces. Okay, on t...

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Anime Short List, Spring '08

Last time I did this I think I listed every anime I had watched, no matter whether I kept them or rejected them. Since this time around I've only got a few hours to get the writing done, I'm going to skip the second part. Here's my short ...

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WHO'S THAT POKEMON??

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