So remember how I said if I brought home good grades, my parents said they'd reward me with the premium membership? Well, I worked my ASS off and I GOT the good grades, and now they're saying, "We have to think about it." What the hell's there to think about? You already said you would, remember? You PROMISED! I hate when people break promises......HATE it. When I promise I'll do something, I may do it in a few days, weeks, months, a year, but I WILL do it. I only wish everyone else was reliable...or didn't give out promises they wouldn't even F***ING keep.

I don't want to badger them about it...because then they'll just say no because I'm badgering them. So now I just have to wait, and they're probably going to say no anyway. I thought I would have The Cupcake by now...

I'm so pissed.

I'm sorry...I know I ought to keep things in perspective. I know it's not the biggest crisis in the world, me possibly not getting The Cupcake, but I really thought for sure I would have it...and it's one of my major annoyances, when people don't keep promises. When you promise something, that means it WILL happen. Am I the only one to whom a promise actually MEANS something?

I'm so sorry...I've been PMSing all week, and stressed by homework and standardized testing and being worried about my friends, so this was kinda like that "last straw" thing that made me need to vent.