"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious."
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Does it matter what I say? I can tell you all my name is Sarah Catherine,that
I'm eighteen, and my favourite colour has always been blue or yellow.
Those are only facts about myself, and yet, I always see paragraphs written as such.
I doubt it would matter at all if you knew,that I love my best friends
with everything I have.That I support my school football team, 100% and
I hate missing games. That I love the band geeks.They never get enough credit.
I could tell you I'm editor of the school paper.That I have an intense passion
for writing.Or that I'm never anywhere without my ipod.
I can inform you all that I've been in love.That my heart was once broken,
and now it's healed.I can tell you I believe in God, and know I'm going to
live forever.But do you know who I am? I can't find myself to believe you do.
Any words I write, are just that. Words on some page.It doesn't mean you
know who I am, or what I'm about. I myself am still figuring that out.
Y IOVE LEW. XD
I have a new language with Djay. I must teach it to Jack and Jake later. (:
So I won't be able to post again tonight. (I think) Going out to party later yo. XD Gotta start Easter with a party. Plus I need to get my Easter dress.
I'M A DRUG ADDICT EXCEPT I'M NOT ADDICTED TO A DRUG.
I'M ADDICTED TO HIM.
His thoughts about me, his feelings, everything.
P.S Happy one month for Jack and his girl. (:
I'm sorry Jack. You're my favourite person and I'm sorry.
I just love you, and I don't want you to be sad.
Will try to edit later. XD
broken hearts, and punctured lungs...
"Is that a Ninja? It should be a doggy, 'cause that one is a kitty."
Friend talking about the emotes. XD Quite amusing.
A: What's that dooo?
K: What's what do?
A: The 'b's'?
K:It makes it bold.
A: Ohhh. Leave me aloneee.
A: Does the 'i' mean italic?
K" *claps*
I love my friends.
If I was good at the linkage crap, I would put Jack's link in here. 'Cause he is simply darling. He made me feel better yesterday and he didn't even know it. (: I got home and had random messages from him, and his epic long/short post. XD It made me giggle with marshmallow happiness. I think I'll send him a voice clip later.
Currently I have about 6 unread messages on my cell.
I'm afraid to look. I got into a huge fight with my bestie last night.
And I ended crying on the phone to Djay for forty minutes.
Just a huge misunderstanding on his part, and on mine as well.
My life is changing, and some people can't deal. I miss how it used to be, yeah. Before Jake an Djay, before summer ended. Before people grew up. But that's just it. People grow up. Everyday. It happens in life. We should all learn to accept it and move on.
Just like how I'm about to check my messages. Might as well. I can't ignore life forever. I have a feeling my life is about to change again.
I'm glad I have people like;
DJAY. JAKE. JACK. JENNIFER. ANIKA. LILLEN. RAE. LAURA. BREN. SHANI'. CYNTHIA. RANE. JOSH.
Thanks for doing man voices in class with me, pretending to be mad truckers to cheer me up, listening to me cry, loving me, sharing endless memories, and just being there.
Forgotten to Remember
Days and nights,
trying to ignore.
best friends always,
and never more.
Love and hate
tears and laughter
never quite remembering
what comes after.
To remember always,
is to never forget.
all that's left of what once was,
is this dusty silhouette.
Goodbye, forgiven.
Forever long ago.
I've forgotten to remember,
our first hello.
As in response to the name change on meh world. (:
I lub yew.
Are you in love with me too?
Its nearing 11PM here.
I just want to sleep.
I want to sleep and forget everything.
I want to forgot how it used to be. I want to forget how it is now. I want to sleep until I see his face over mine. I want to sleep until I die.
I'm in the "LET ME DIE!" stage of the day.
I've been like this for a week, but when I try to tell people...I get crap back. I'm told I'm being "over dramatic"and that I should "put my acting skills to better use" Well for those of you who say that...eff off.
I'm not dealing with this love thing very well.
I'm willing to give myself to someone.
I give little parts of myself away everyday. A smile, a laugh, something of me is leaving my body and making another's life better.
But Jake takes more than everyone else.
He takes chunks of my soul, never my heart.
He already has my heart. Hmm. I wonder if it feels funny to have to hearts in your chest, for he surly has mine beating next to his. :]
DJAY
I just feel like I need to tell her something.
She makes everything feel better.
I'm like a wine bottle.
The bottle is my body, and the wine inside is my soul.
Jake is the cork. While I have the cork I'm sealed. I'm fine. I'm perfect.
When the cork is gone...I can float out of my bottle anytime. Djay is like the finger that stops it up for a moment, until the cork makes contact with the bottle again.
That may have been a really weird analogy.
Oh bloody idiot. Foolish. Spoiled. Ruined.
I feel like the worst friend ever.
I don't deserve to be her friend.
I'm sorry.
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