"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious."


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Does it matter what I say? I can tell you all my name is Sarah Catherine,that
I'm eighteen, and my favourite colour has always been blue or yellow.
Those are only facts about myself, and yet, I always see paragraphs written as such.

I doubt it would matter at all if you knew,that I love my best friends
with everything I have.That I support my school football team, 100% and
I hate missing games. That I love the band geeks.They never get enough credit.
I could tell you I'm editor of the school paper.That I have an intense passion
for writing.Or that I'm never anywhere without my ipod.

I can inform you all that I've been in love.That my heart was once broken,
and now it's healed.I can tell you I believe in God, and know I'm going to
live forever.But do you know who I am? I can't find myself to believe you do.

Any words I write, are just that. Words on some page.It doesn't mean you
know who I am, or what I'm about. I myself am still figuring that out.

I should be dead;

Taken from Djayy, who stole from Nikki, who took from Jack. xD

Answers are in bold. :D

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.

6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
TOTAL: 6
So far: 6

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.

TOTAL: 10
So far: 16

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.

3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.

7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar

TOTAL: 8
So far: 24

1. been to a wild party.

2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.

9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 6
So far: 30

1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL: 9
So far: 39

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.

6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

TOTAL:8
So far: 47

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.

8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

TOTAL: 8
So far: 55

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger. on the cheek.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 10
So far: 65

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.

4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.

7. drank and driven.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
TOTAL: 7
So far: 65
Grand Total: 79

If you have less than 10, write "I'm a goody-goody"
If you have more than 10, write "I'm still a goody goody"
If you have more than 20, write "I'm average"
If you have more than 30, write "I'm a bad kid"
If you have more than 40, write "I'm a very bad influence"
If you have more than 50, write "I'm a horrible person"
If you have more than 60, write "I should be in jail"
If you have more than 70, write "I should be dead"

FUCK ITTT;

*I want to go somewhere else, ya know?
but not be anywhere at all.
i want to feel again, but I want it to all go numb...
I want to die, but I NEED to live again.

Lost;

I'm so lost. So much has happened.
I can't even began to tell you.
Something so bad happened to me.
I can't even say the word.
It's filthy. It's disgusting.
I'm just as bad.
This is all my fault.
This is my punishment.

Drama Tournament;

I'm doing three things for Drama Tournament this tournament!
Poetry, O. Speaking and Extempt.
My poetry piece is below. D:
Like it? No? Yes? :D

"The Splendor Falls On Castle..."
Alfred Lord Tennyson

The splendor falls on castle walls
And snowy summits old in story;
The long light shakes across the lakes,
And the wild cataract leaps in glory.
Blow, bugle, blow, set the wild echoes flying,
Blow, bugle; answer, echoes, dying. dying, dying.

O, hark, O, hear! how thin and clear,
And thinner, clearer, farther going!
O, sweet and far from cliff and scar
The horns of Elfland faintly blowing!
Blow, let us hear the purple glens replying,
Blow, bugle; answer, echoes, dying, dying, dying.

O love, they die in yon rich sky,
They faint on hill or field or river;
Our echoes roll from soul to soul,
And grow for ever and for ever.
Blow, bugle, blow, set the wild echoes flying,
And answer, echoes, answer, dying, dying, dying.

That's flippin' crazyy

I'm drowning in a sea of forgetfulness.

So my heart thought it would act up today.
When I'm sick. I have a sinus infection...:/
My heart is bugging me quite a lot though.
It hurts too. Ah well. I'm gonna go to sleep.

Nightt! I loveee you guys!

picture taken by me. :)