"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious."
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Does it matter what I say? I can tell you all my name is Sarah Catherine,that
I'm eighteen, and my favourite colour has always been blue or yellow.
Those are only facts about myself, and yet, I always see paragraphs written as such.
I doubt it would matter at all if you knew,that I love my best friends
with everything I have.That I support my school football team, 100% and
I hate missing games. That I love the band geeks.They never get enough credit.
I could tell you I'm editor of the school paper.That I have an intense passion
for writing.Or that I'm never anywhere without my ipod.
I can inform you all that I've been in love.That my heart was once broken,
and now it's healed.I can tell you I believe in God, and know I'm going to
live forever.But do you know who I am? I can't find myself to believe you do.
Any words I write, are just that. Words on some page.It doesn't mean you
know who I am, or what I'm about. I myself am still figuring that out.
Ali and I were asked today, by a security guard if we had smoked weed in a dressing room in Dillard's. I'm like, wtf, even if I wanted to smoke weed, which I DON'T, why the bloody hell would I do it in a dressing room at the mall? I'm not an idiot. But whatever, it was funny. My mum keeps referring to me as her little pothead. :D
It was the third of June, another sleepy, dusty Delta day
I was out choppin' cotton and my brother was balin' hay
And at dinner time we stopped and walked back to the house to eat
And Mama hollered out the back door "y'all remember to wipe your feet"
And then she said "I got some news this mornin' from Choctaw Ridge"
"Today Billy Joe MacAllister jumped off the Tallahatchie Bridge"
And Papa said to Mama as he passed around the blackeyed peas
"Well, Billy Joe never had a lick of sense, pass the biscuits, please"
"There's five more acres in the lower forty I've got to plow"
And Mama said it was shame about Billy Joe, anyhow
Seems like nothin' ever comes to no good up on Choctaw Ridge
And now Billy Joe MacAllister's jumped off the Tallahatchie Bridge
And Brother said he recollected when he and Tom and Billie Joe
Put a frog down my back at the Carroll County picture show
And wasn't I talkin' to him after church last Sunday night?
"I'll have another piece of apple pie, you know it don't seem right"
"I saw him at the sawmill yesterday on Choctaw Ridge"
"And now you tell me Billie Joe's jumped off the Tallahatchie Bridge"
And Mama said to me "Child, what's happened to your appetite?"
"I've been cookin' all morning and you haven't touched a single bite"
"That nice young preacher, Brother Taylor, dropped by today"
"Said he'd be pleased to have dinner on Sunday, oh, by the way"
"He said he saw a girl that looked a lot like you up on Choctaw Ridge"
"And she and Billy Joe was throwing somethin' off the Tallahatchie Bridge"
A year has come 'n' gone since we heard the news 'bout Billy Joe
And Brother married Becky Thompson, they bought a store in Tupelo
There was a virus going 'round, Papa caught it and he died last Spring
And now Mama doesn't seem to wanna do much of anything
And me, I spend a lot of time pickin' flowers up on Choctaw Ridge
And drop them into the muddy water off the Tallahatchie Bridge
This is the third time I've posted today. xD
Yet the first for myself.
Today has been an interesting day.
Seriously, I went to go get my senior pictures done.
For my school, not my pretty ones.
My sister and I are going to get those done soonish. :D
The rest of the day I've had my heart broken
well again. Not as badly as the first time.
And I'm sure with more time the pain will grow less.
Tomorrow I'm going to the mall. :D
With my bestie Ali. <3
I can't wait, she's spending the night.
and Thursday we're going to the park to take pictures.
So this is David. :]
He wasn't posing. Hhaha,
I took a stalker picture. Standing
three feet in front of him.
It's cute how oblivious he is. :]
I had this big long post written out.
About, how some souls are rare to find.
But they aren't rare to everyone.
They are to you, but may not be to
your brother, or best friend.
David is like that to me.
He is one of those people, that
I don't even have to worry about trusting.
It's automatically there.
Just like I love him, I never came to a time
when I knew I loved him, I just did.
He is my friend. A friend who I might
be slightly in like with.
About the long post, it didn't really exist.
Well it did in my mind, which counts!
In other news, I miss my best friends.
That is all.
Oh and I got a new itouch which I named iboy!
ifly to iboy the new itouch!
