"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious."
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Does it matter what I say? I can tell you all my name is Sarah Catherine,that
I'm eighteen, and my favourite colour has always been blue or yellow.
Those are only facts about myself, and yet, I always see paragraphs written as such.
I doubt it would matter at all if you knew,that I love my best friends
with everything I have.That I support my school football team, 100% and
I hate missing games. That I love the band geeks.They never get enough credit.
I could tell you I'm editor of the school paper.That I have an intense passion
for writing.Or that I'm never anywhere without my ipod.
I can inform you all that I've been in love.That my heart was once broken,
and now it's healed.I can tell you I believe in God, and know I'm going to
live forever.But do you know who I am? I can't find myself to believe you do.
Any words I write, are just that. Words on some page.It doesn't mean you
know who I am, or what I'm about. I myself am still figuring that out.
The pictures above, are from the town I grew up in.
Paris, Arkansas, about an hour and a half from where I live now.
Honestly? I miss it, I mean, where I am now is just as beautiful.
But, it doesn't hold the same magic as the summer's at cove lake do.
We have water parks here, needless to say, that isn't the same.
So every year on my birthday, I request to go to the lake.
This year we rented cabins, and we're staying the night.
We leave tomorrow at nine, I'm bringing Hannah and Desaray [Possibly]
I'm just excited, I haven't seen Paris in over a year.
Last year, it just didn't work out going. Family issues.
My dad isn't coming this year, but my mum is coming!
I'm happy because it looked like she wasn't going to get to.
I'll post pictures when I get back I guess.
Eighteen in two days, you better wish my happy birthday! :D
"I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend..."
"Music is a total constant. That's why we have such a strong visceral connection to it, you know? Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in your or the world, that one song says the same, just like that moment."
- Just Listen
We all have that one memory, that jumps out when we hear a certain song.
That one memory that is so much brighter than any other in our mind.
The song plays and you feel every emotion you felt when you first heard it.
The scents that you had once smelled, you smell them once more.
Intoxicating is the memory, to which you're taken back.
It doesn't matter what has changed since that moment occurred.
Your life could have taken a drastic turn, you could have been
insanely happy at that moment in time, and that same happiness
is brought to you once more. Everything changes, but music remains the same.
Music is my life for this very reason.
I love change, even if I'm afraid of it.
But, I need something in my life that will always stay the same.
Like a moment that can't be changed, ever.
You can't change history, you can only learn from it.
Same with music, you can't change it.
You can only learn from it.
I'm often told how very kind I am.
How big my heart is, and how much I care.
I do care, it is my greatest gift, that I can love everyone.
My greatest downfall however is jealousy.
I become very jealous, very easily.
Right now? I'm jealous and hurt.
I can't even say why.
Just, I wish for once, that I didn't have to say 'ily' first.
Maybe, then I wouldn't feel like I have to fight so hard.
I feel like I might be replaced at the drop of a dime.
Yeah, basically, I thought heyy "it's two in the freaking morning! Why don't I do a vlog?!"
First off, don't make fun of me. xD
Unless you know I won't kill you.
If you don't think I'm being serious, well then, test me. xD
Hahah. Night guys! Enjoy! Please leave me some comments? ):
I like to know what you all want to hear/see more of!
