Well, as some of you have noticed, (or perhaps not) I haven't exactly been active.
I'm not here to say I will be, although that had been my plan, to mange a few posts up over break.

I offer many excuses, none of which matter to some of you who go without replies, although they matter to me.The play and forensics is taking so much time. I have to prepare for so much, and now the Thespian tournament is coming up soon. I have to perform for that too.I'm working my bum off at my lousy job to help pay for college and my spring break trip.

My time goes to my friends and my family. My schoolwork, my job, and boyfriend.
Recently however I was put in the position of loosing my job and of loosing my home. I'm considering, and my boyfriend and I are in search of an apartment. I'm a senior, and I know it won't be easy, although I know I've had worse.
At the moment I need to go to the doctor and have some tests run. I'm not feeling myself now, and I won't know what to do if I think what I think. Nor will my boyfriend.

Today Clifton (my boyfriends) grandmother passed on. I'm in tears thinking of his pain, his anguish. Along with my own, I'm very distraught, as if I can't believe she's gone.
I've lost so many people in my life, I understand his pain. I may not understand why, or ever get used to it, but I understand the pain, the ache. I will be there for him.

So with my pain and my busy life, please excuse my absence.