My heart beats slow and my breaths are coming out fast.
kiss me slowly to make this moment last...
So I have a total of zero [important/meaningful] things to say.
I should be getting ready right now.
Actually I should already be ready.
I skipped going to another funeral today.
[people should stop dying yeah?]
If I had gone I'd be ready by now. its [1:49] Currently 11 minutes away from two and I'm hungry.
Djay left me a few hours ago. I misses her. A lot. She makes the pain go away. Gah, that doesn't sound pathetic no. I'm just another emotional teenager.
Yesterday was a bad day. I missed Seth a lot. My Spanish teacher called me out of class so I could talk to her. Hard explaining that I missed one of my best friends. Harder explaining where he had gone;
Teacher: What's wrong Estrella [Spanish name yo.]
Kitt: I miss my best friend.
Teacher: How long has it been since you've seen her?
Kitt: He, left about a year ago.
Teacher: Oh. For how long?
Kitt: Forever.
Teacher: *confused look*
Kitt: He killed himself.
Teacher: Oh. *tells story of how she can relate*
Thats exactly how it happened. I love my teacher and all, but I hate it when people talk about how they can relate to an issue you're having.
Eh, I can't complain though. I do it too.
I have to get readyy, a really good friend is coming back from another state after being away for like a year.
I love you all. <3
Peace and Nargles and always talk to me.
P.S:
My family
Jakesaurs, Bob the Blop, and baby Abbi. xD
Made out of clay for class.
