Are you in love with me too?
Its nearing 11PM here.
I just want to sleep.
I want to sleep and forget everything.
I want to forgot how it used to be. I want to forget how it is now. I want to sleep until I see his face over mine. I want to sleep until I die.
I'm in the "LET ME DIE!" stage of the day.
I've been like this for a week, but when I try to tell people...I get crap back. I'm told I'm being "over dramatic"and that I should "put my acting skills to better use" Well for those of you who say that...eff off.
I'm not dealing with this love thing very well.
I'm willing to give myself to someone.
I give little parts of myself away everyday. A smile, a laugh, something of me is leaving my body and making another's life better.
But Jake takes more than everyone else.
He takes chunks of my soul, never my heart.
He already has my heart. Hmm. I wonder if it feels funny to have to hearts in your chest, for he surly has mine beating next to his. :]
DJAY
I just feel like I need to tell her something.
She makes everything feel better.
I'm like a wine bottle.
The bottle is my body, and the wine inside is my soul.
Jake is the cork. While I have the cork I'm sealed. I'm fine. I'm perfect.
When the cork is gone...I can float out of my bottle anytime. Djay is like the finger that stops it up for a moment, until the cork makes contact with the bottle again.
That may have been a really weird analogy.
