Seriouslyy? This just happened?

So many people say my death would be tragic, and unnecessary.
I dispute this fact, thinking how everything would have been fine If I weren't alive.

Seriously, I'm thinking about this fully now.

edit: my father just made it clear I wasn't wanted anymore.
I just need one more reason, or has my mind already been made up?
Today was one of the best days, talking with Jack. He's honestly made me feel so much better, the thing is, for ever one person who makes me happy, there seem to be five more who want me unhappy.

I've left him my heart in my will, make sure he gets it okay?